Chapter 57

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He put me down, and with his deep, seductive eyes, he looked at me

Adam: layan, a7ibch

Me: amoot feek Adam

We went back to where everyone was and they all congratulated us, ya3ny the usual

6 months later

Its been 6 months, me and adam are officially ma56oobeen :D bs he's in a VERRYYY bad state, he won't let me pay for his surgery w ma3arf shlon ba8ne3a, w mamnoo3 eysawoonla the surgery if he doesn’t accept, so le7een ga3da a7awel kl shay wya, 7abeeb's results are out and EELL77AMMDILLAAAAA!!!! He survived cancer!!!!! He was put on the news paper, and we had a long chat with his mother to adjust things and make sure that she WILL take care of him, and if she doesn’t, 7abeeb will tell us and we'll take him away to somewhere better, University is going great!! Marya w d3y and Reem w 3mad are still together, and as usual, I go to adam every single day, so today I finished college early, and decided I'll spend the rest of the day with him.
I went to the hospital, and then entered his room, but he was sleeping, I didn’t want to wake him up, so I just sat on the chair next to his bed, I was just looking at his flawless, sick face and something caught my eye, theres something under his pillow :O I slowly pulled it out trying not to wake him up.
it’s a small notepad … why is he hiding it?? I opened it and started reading, it said:

 Things to do before I die :

1)      Get married to layan

2)      Go bungi jumping with layan

3)      Go skiing in switzerland with layan

4)      Have a child with layan

5)      Make sure layan get's the life of her dreams

6)      Meet my half sister

7)      Climb m7arag's huge shay ely 3al jsr ely ma3arf shsma, with layan

8)      Swim with dolphins with layan

9)      Visit bora bora as honey moon with layan

10)   (a miracle that probably wont happen) survive cancer

Madry etha bagdar asawy all the ten points, bs enshalla, w etha layan mb wyay, I already 7lft ena mb raye7, la tnsaa!! Aham shay el—

Adam: (he woke up) layaaan shga3daa tsaween??

Me: huuh?? Walaa shay

Adam: knty tgrena la?? (he took the notepad from my hand and put it under his pillow)

Me: ee adam, knt agraa(I got closer to him) adam your dreams, theyre not far away, theyre soo near to you, w number 10 is not a miracle, you have the choice now, you just wont be smart enough to choose it

Adam: laayaaan shloon I choose it??? Enty ma bdf3eenly, msta7eeel!!!

Me: adaaam e7naa ma56oobeeen!! Floosy flooskk, mafyyy farrg, why are you acting like a child?!?

Adam: e7na ma56oobeen, mb mtzawjeeen!! W how am I acting like a kiid??!?!?how exactly am---

Me: ( I stood up ) Adaam you want to give me my dream life???? Then leeet me paaay!!! You want us to have a child?!?!? Again leet mee paaay!!!! You want to swim with dolphins??? Leeet mee paaay!!YOU WANA SURVIVE CANCER?? LET ME PAAY!! Everything you want is right in front of you!!! If you just let me heeelp you!! Adaam ent tabeeny a3eesh my dream life laa?? ( I know this sounds selfish, bs I needed to make him feel guilty shwy)  hay el shay msta7eeeel w ent f haal 7alaaa, this is no were close to my dream liffee!!! Lw t5aleeny asa3dkkk, w tt7asaan before its too late, ba3dain we can live OURR dream life, mb bs mine, mnsawy every single thing nabyyy, bs ent m3aand zyaadaa 3an el lzoom w wayed ga3d tbal'3!! w chooof el 7ala ely bnw9alhaa ba3daiiin.. w 8asamaaan blaa btndaaam, btndaam 3al sa5afa ely ga3d ttsa5afha el7eeen!!adam yu just don’t realize the chance you have right nowww!! And its just slipping right infront of youurr eyeees!!! 3naadkk ma bwa9l le shaaay!!

Before I gave him a chance to reply I stormed out of the room, 5ala9 mb mt7amla any more!! Wayed ga3d ytse5aaf!!! Ya3ny w if I pay?!?!?! Shb9eeeer!! Im not paying the full price anyways, w ma9aadigg ya3nyy this can cure CANCERR this f*cking surgery is probably his cure!!! Imm soooo mad at hiiim!!! Wallaaa mb msta7mlaaa!!! You know what?!?!?! Mbb 3ala kaifaa!! THIS ISNT UP TO HIM ANYMORE!!  BADFA3LA BADFA3LAAA 5ALAA9!! Ill tell him ena I already payed, and the appointment is set and they're is absoloutly nothing he can do about it, he'll sign the contract '3a9ban 3an ra9aaaa!!

I went home to my dad, and told him my plan, he thought it was kind of a trick, ya3ny I was tricking him la2na he will have a choice, bs maftkr!! My dad then agreed to help me pay, we went to the hospital immediately, my dad took care of some paper work, then we paid the full price!! And took an appointment, if we want it private, the appointment bkoon bacher, bs we'll have to pay an extra 20% w etha naby publically, lazm nan6r shahar -.- AKEEEED bnsawy bacher, w dfa3na a little more, obooy rad el bait, w ana r7t 7ag adam, dahsait el 7jra w 7a9alta ga3d y7awel ygoom 3an el sreer

Me: adaaam shtsawwwyy?!?!

Adam: Layaaan knt aby ayee adawer 3alaicch!!! El nurse galatly ench mny

Me: get back on the bed bsr3aaaa

Adam: enshallaa yomaa!! (he did) layaaan wallaaa 7adyy asff !!! wallaa ma3arf shlon ashra7 the guilt (YES!) ely 7as fee el7een bs I cant make you pay for—

Me: too bad, I already paid, the choice isn’t up to you anymore, your appointment bacher, w btt7asan bacher, w 7ayatnaa bebadyy very soon

Adam: SHHNOOOW?!?!? Laaa I don’t accept !! may9eeeer halon

Me: umm, umbala y9eer, 5ala9 I paid, no refunds

Adam: layaaan shlaaa sawaityy halon?!?!

Me: la2naaa abeeek t3eeesh!! Abeena e7naaa en3eessh adaaam!! You canttt diee!! I wont let you diiee and Im not going to watch you diee!! This surgery is youurr best chance!! Ent fahm ena this surgery cannn cureee you?!!?!? Don't you geet that?!?!? Mb mstaw33bb el maw'9oo3 ??

Tam saaktt.. eee 3abaalyy ba3add bgool shay ! I went close to him and held his face with my two hands

Me: (low tone) adam don’t worry, we'll survive this

Adam: (low tone) im the one who's supposed to be taking care of you, and paying for you, im supposed to be the man

Me: yaal 7maar ya3nyy ana 9rt maan el7eeen??

Adam: hahahahahaa laa mb halon, mb wagt '3ashamaraa el7eeeen, mn 9ijyy layaan

Me: ya 7ayaty ya 3mryyy ya adaam!! It is NOT your fault 7a9alt cancer, bs you did okay, w I promised you in the beginning I will never leave you, me not letting you take this opportunity is me leaving you, its not 3an who's the man, it's your sick, I gave you my promise, and because I love you and cant live without you, im keeping this promise

Adam: ana shknt basawy bdoonch??

Me: *giggling* ta3aal el7een la t9adg roo7k wayed, after you get better walla ma btla7g 6alabatyy

Adam: hhahahaha allaa yastrrr w ysa3dnnyy enshallaa

Me: ameeen

We laughed shwy w tamait wya, ba3dain r7t el bait w rgadt

To be continued…