Chapter 35

Never Give Up On Your Dream !!

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Then I got out of the bathroom and said

Me: mama ta3aly sa3deeny fl drip thing

My mum came and helped get the drippy thingy out of the bathroom w ga3at 3al sreer.. I need to act as cold as possible just so that Ebrahim hates me again, btw about Ebrahim's looks, he has goldish brown hair, white skin tone and a trimmed beard, he's reallyyy tall and buff w he has very defined features, bs overall I wouldn’t call him hot, ya3ny he's ok, Adam's waaaay hotter than him!!!

Ebrahim: so layan badety jam3a??

Me: la

Ebrahim: umm when will yuu start??

Me: two weeks

I realized my mum looking at me with 'what the hell is wrong with you??' look, if she knew why I was being this cold, she wouldn’t have done that!

Ebrahim: aha…so how are yu now? Lesa (le7een) ta3bane?

Me: la, im fine

And then machoof ela my dad crashing in my room like he's seen a ghost and comes right to me

Obooy: layan im soo soryyy

He sat next to me on the bed, looked at me and hugged me! Shfee?!!?! What the hell is wrong with him?!? Sh9aar??

Me: umm baba shoo 9ar??

Obooy: 7abybty im so sory!! We should have none better, akeed kteer t3azabty

OKKK EL7AMDILAA !!! it's obviously nothing to do with Adam or 7abeeb

Me: babaa shooo??

Obooy: asf kteer ya jama3a .. sam7oony ma salamt

5alty and 5aly: laa 3adyyy

My dad went w salam 3alaihm and then came back to me and said

Obooy: layan I know you'll be mad, bs listen anyways, iv'e been doing some research w 6l3 eno Dr.Salem is one of the worst doctors fel ba7rain

Omy: shoooo

Obooy: w that’s why your this weak, enshalaa bs ma sawalk eshy kteer 5a6ar, el mhm w about the kidney transplant.. im so sorry layan bs 7abeeb will have to find ano-

Me: BABAAA THEREE ISS NO OTHERRR DONATERR!!!! IM THE ONLY ONE WHOO MATCHES W LOOK AT ME IM PERFECTLY FINEE!!!! 7ABEEB NEEDS MEEE

Obooy: laaayaan kidney transplant 6l3 7araam!! Ya3ny you want to 'excuse' deenk for 5 months 3ashan wa7ad

Me: its not any guy

Obooy: its not just deen

Magdrt agool shy, 7aram is 7aram, bs shit shbaswy el7een, 7abeeb shbsawy??

Obooy: w bt3rfy eno dr.salem didn’t tell us anything about the consequences, bt3rfy eno in other words, you'll need a special life

Me: shda3waa baabaa?!?!?

5aly: layaan, you were going to donate your kidney?? Are you serious

Me: …

5aly: bt3rfy eno 9a7by, ajnaby, he donated his kidney to a stranger w now he's in deep shit, ya3ny sorry 3ala my words, bs ya3ny he's seriously in deep shit, a5r mara kan 7ayroo7 feeha!!

Ebrahim: a9lan enty majnoone?? (weee shyabyy thy w shla ykalmny halon??)ya3ny 3ala ay asas you thought eno you could have lived with one kidney??

Me: ok ok 5alaa9 I'll forget about the kidney bs 7abeeb (I started tearing up a little) shoo b9eer b 7abeeb??

Omy: 7abybty mnla2y (mn7a9l) 7al, don’t worry

Me: mama they've been looking for a '7al' (I started crying) long enough for him to get in a comma w his family to forget about him!!

Obooi: aa bs who was looking?? (ebrahim came next to me and was just staring at me while I was crying my eyes out, can he make this any more uncomfortable??) the worst doctor fl ba7rian, layan mabtsd2y what people say about him.. don’t worry ana ba3rf nas fe America w I'll talk to them ok??

Me: babaa pleasee talk to them… pleaseee

Ebrahim: 5ala9 layan don’t cry

5aly: Rania ta3aly bara shwy (rania is my mother btw)
so they both went outside, my dad followed them, eventually so did 5alty, leaving me and ebrahim alone, yay :)

El mhm, what about 7abeeb? 5ala9 t3ala8t fee wayed I can't imagine him dy…im not saying it! W what if they don’t find a solution? What if 7abeeb's mum was right? Omg I have to stop thinking about him, tears were falling from my eyes like a rain fall so I covered my face with my hands and started crying loudly, I didn’t care if Ebrahim was here or not I can't hold it in any longer!!

Ebrahim: (he came closer to me in a position were he was close to my face, he slowly took my hands of my face and looked at me, I wouldn’t dare to look at him I just looked down) layan 5ala9, please don’t cry, ksrty 5a6ryy! 5ala9 sm3ty abooky, he said everything will be ok (he wiped my tears of my face)
ummm B59OOO9 all I wanted to say was GET AWAY FROM ME YOU FREAAK ya3ny ok its nice what he's doing bas ya3ny madry, awal shay all at once, thany shay I still hate him, thalth shay , the fact that I know ena he wants me just disturbs me more !!

Me: umm thankyouu (I sniffed and wiped the rest of the tears that ebrahim missed of my face )

Ebrahim: layan (SHIT)

TO BE CONTINUED…

Chapter 34

Just excpect the unexpected in life, and you'll be fine

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YESS!! Adam is making such a good impression!!

Me: hi mama

Omy: hii 7ayatyy.. so Adam.. wein tadres??

Ohoooo bdaina el ta78ee8at!!

Adam: Adrss f jam3at *********

Omy: fl ba7rain ya3ny??

No duuuuhh fl ba7rain

Adam: ee fl ba7rain

Omy: w mn mata ent fl jam3a (ahm shay ena n9 falas6eeny w n9 ba7rainy-.-)

Adam: hay thany sena.. ga3d adrs logistics

Omy: shoo logistics??

Adam: logistics subject ydeed .. ya3ny to do with shipping w docking w hal ashya ya3ny

Omy: ahaa,, good .. alaa ywafgk

Adam: enshalla

My mum came to me

Omy: keefk 7abybty

Ma knt aby atkalam fals6eeny jdam adam madry lasih a7s fsheela..ya3ny yom knt yahel kanaw y'97koon 3ly.. fa t3a8at.. I know Adam won't make fun bas madry ya3ny

Me: zainaa… mshait shwy el youm

Omy: hahaha w laish 3amte7ky ba7rainy ma3ay?? Mst7yaa mn Adaam (she emphasized on adam)

THAANKSS ALOOT MAAMAA -_____________-

Me: umm laa shda3wa I mean ya3ny konet 3amba7ky ba7rainy kteer el youm w t5arba6et

Adam: ma3alaich mnha 5alty tchathb, mbala tst7yy (and he giggled -.-)

Omy: ee ee ybayen hahaha

Me: (omgggg) laaa shda5aaal.. ana ast7yy mnkk???wayed m9adig roo7k tara

Adam: 3ayal shla ma tkalamty bl falas6eeny??

Me: gltlk laa.. t5arabaa6

We just continued play fighting for a while then after almost an hour, adam left .. so it was me and my mum now waiting for bait 5aly

Me: haa shoo rayek fee adam?

Omy: 7eluuuu kteeer!! jameeel mashalaaa, uff 7a'9kk

Me: hahahhahaa shoo.. 9ayraa teenager??

Omy: shda5aal (imitating a voice yaza3m ba7rainya)

Solafna 3an adam shwy, el7amdillaaaaa she loved him, ya3ny who wouldn’t ???

6:00

KNOCK KNOCK KNCOK

Omy: come in

5aly: hallaa hallaa!! (y7b y8aled el ba7rainyeen ba3ad -.-)

Me: ahlaain 5aloooo!!

5alty: el salam 3alikmmm

Me: w 3alaikm el salaam

They came and kissed me

5aly: salaamtkk layaan!!

Me: alaa ysalmk

The minute 5aly w 5alty ga3daw dash ebrahim -__-

Ebrahim: el salam 3alaikm (in a low toned voice)

Me: w 3alaikm el salam (with an attitude)

He came and shook my hand and said

Ebrahim: salamtk (why the heeelll iss hee soo colddd ?!?!)

Me: alaa ysalmk

5alty: keefk layan? Fe eshy bywaj3k ??

Me: laa laa el7amdillaa mnee7a

5alty: el 7amdilla

Solafna shwy w nakatna w 3garnaa, ya3ny what usually happens when we get together.. the whole time we I could feel Ebrahim staring at me.. madry shfee, whenever I look at him he turns his head away quikly .. '3areeb, everyone knows we hate eachother, ya3ny why would he be staring.. my mum got a phone call and went outside.. and I HAAD to go to the bathroom

Me: 5alty ta3aly sa3deeny shwy

5alty: (she came to me)  weinn??

Me: el 7amam

She helped me up, I didn’t feel so bad anymnore, I could walk normally, it was just the getting up part that was hard...  I went to the bathroom did my business and when I was about to go back to the room, I heard my name in ebrahim's voice, I stuck my head to the door and listened

Ebrahim: babaa bdy yahaa (I want her)

5aly: ebrahim you used to hate her

Ebrahim: ayam kanat tshoof 7alhaa (ANAAAA ACHOOF ROO7Y YAL 7MAAR??) hallaa maba3rf, t'3ayart, 9arat 7elwa w amoora .. baba lazem t6lb eedha (WHAAAT?!?!!?!?)

5alty: ebrahim mn 9ijak?? Do you know what you're saying??ya3ny slow dow you don't even know her that well

Ebrahim: aa, I do know what im saying, w she's my cousin ya3ny who would i not know her??

5aly: 7abyby asff kteer bs abooha alyy elyoum eno she loves a guy.. and its really serious, I mean they might get married (OMGGG YA3NYY OBOOY R'9AA!!!)

5alty: 3anjaaaad !!! omgggg allaaaay

Ebrahim: mama??

5alty: wee soryy (5alty wayed hablaa tara)

Then the door handle opened and I heard footstep

Omy: wein layan

Ebrahim: fel 7amam

Then I got out of the bathroom

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Short post soryy !!

Chapter 33

You Only Fail When You Stop Trying

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3adel: is he coming???

Me: aa, he'll probably be here soon (sniffing)

My parents came in, both with disappointed faces and sat down on the couch

Obooy: why didn’t you tell us?

Me: I just did??w if I knew this would happen I would have never told you, baba cant you just agree with me or be happy for me onece?? Just once??

My dad was like that, don’t get me wrong I love him so much, but he never understands me.. he's always against everything I dofor example when I told him I wanted to be a nutrition, he didn’t let me.. it took me ages to convince him , then when I said I wanted to learn how to paint, he discouraged me and told me I don’t have the gift, when I told him I wanted to learn the piano, he told me It won't help me in life.. ya3ny he's never ok with what I want, its always what he thinks!!

3adel: baba Adam kan 9a7by since year 4 till year 12.. I know him very well, ma3ndo el be with a girl and then leave her, he's always serious about his life w always serious about what he wants to accomplish(his voice got cracky and his eyes got teary) he never gives up on what he wants, w im soo happy eno layan t3arafat 3alaii… he's the guy I would want for her

Omy:  7abybyty mta bt3arfeena 3alai??

Me: he's coming now (my dad exhaled deeply) bas lets leave today for him w 3adel, ya3ny you'll get to know him some other day

After a while my dad went to work still mad at me and my  mum went to my grandmothers house
I got an incoming call

Me: aloo

Adam: layan ana bara3 7jrtch adish??

Me: ee dish 3ady mafy a7ad (except for 3adel)

We hung up and I said

Me: he's here

3adel: (he got off the chair quickly) 3anjad…

The door handle slowly opening and I could see the excitement on 3adel's face, mskeen he's devastated, we both then turned our faces to the door and adam came in

Adam: layaan 7abybty shfee-     3adel??

3adel did not say a word but just ran up to adam and hugged him..

Adam's side:

3adel?? Is this himm.. omg he's layans brother!! Should I hug him back?? Ee ee lazem !!               I hugged my bestfreind after almost 2 years of not hearing a single word  about him or from him, bas why is he hugging me?? Laykoon galatla layan??

3adel: adam shla ma gltly

A55 mnch layaan!!

Me: 3adel im so soryy, a9lan ma kan lazm t3arf

We got out of the hug and 3adel was actually tearing.. omg I miss my brother!!

3adel: adam shnow ma kan lazem a3arf?? You were my..your my bestfreind.. a9lan wayed za3lan 3alaik ana!!

Adam: ma knt abeek t3arf 3ashan hay el maw8f may9eer

we just continued talking and talking … ya3ny updating ourselves with the latest news

Layan's Side

7adhmm cuuteee!! ….anyways I really need to go to the bathroom, bs what if nafs ams y9eer?? Its worth a try anyways, bemoot lazem aroo7 achoof shakly and you know!!

Me: y9eer tsa3doony baroo7 el 7amam

3adel: ee ofcourse

They got up the couch and got to me.. 3adel held me from one side and adam from the other, they slowly liftes me up with my help and the same thing happened…everything was turning

Me: laa magdar everything is turning

Adam: laa layaan hay el shay 6abee3y kla y9eer feeny halon, t7amly shwy, it'll stop in seconds

Me: laa laa magdarr !! adam ra9yyyyy pleaseee out mee backkk

3adel: should wee??

Adam: laa, layaaan stay stronggg .. just wait!!

I waited and waited it felt like hours my head was killing me it was undescribable pain!!.. then everything went back to normal, ba6ny kan y3awrny shwy bas I guess that’s were the scar or the opening of the surgery was

Adam: chftyy !! your fine 9a7

Me: ohh ee its okay

I put my legs on the floor and tried to lift myself  up but couldn’t, my legs couldn’t carry me

Me: I can't get up

3adel: adam yawdha shwy bayeeb el wheelchair

Adam: matabeen tjarbeen layan??

Me: adam I can't feel my legs

Adam: bas ok 5ala9

He held me from both sides now and 3adel got the wheelchair from next to the bathroom and brought it to me, they slowly put me on it and took me to the bathroom
Shit! What now?

Adam: ummm

3adel: exactly

SHIIT FSHEELAAAA!! 5ala9 I'll hold it!!

Me: laa umm I just wanted to check my face

Adam: ohh okk

He drove me to the mirror and I was absoloutly SHOCKEDD!!

Me: (inhaling really deeply making that huuuuuh noise) SHNOOOW THYYY?!?! SHLAA MA GLTOOLYYY?!?! OMGG MA9ADIGGG WERESS MYY MAKEUP BAG???

My face was pale, like REALYY pale and I had huugee bags around my eyes, like I had panda eyes or something, my lips lost colour and were the same colour as my skin, my eyes weren’t just baggy, but they were like slopping down, chna tawny ga3da

Adam: hahahahahaha 7abybtyy shda3waa?!?!? Tara le7een 7elwaa enty

Me: yaal 7maaar la thchathbbb roo7 bsr3aa yeebly my make up bag, akeed omy 7a6eta fe shan6ty

Adam: ma bayeeba!! Your perfect this way

Me: Adam mb wagt el romance el7een.. roo7 ..yeeb.. my MAKEUP BAAG!!

3adel:uff bs la t9ar5een, ana bayeeba

He got me my make up bag, I took my concealer and dabbed it under my eyes shwy and then a little around my face, w 7a6ait labello 3ala my lips .. adam watched my apply my make-up and 3adel was in the room…

Me: thankyouu, yalla 5ala9t

Adam took my back to my  bed but before he carried me onto my bed he said

Adam: tabeen tjarbeen twgfeen??

Me: a5af a6ee7

3adel: ee good idea, la t5afeen layan ma b6ee7een.. we're here

Me: enzain

3adel came next to me just incase I cant stand up and fall, adam moved away the drip thingy and 3adel held my hands.. I tried with all my energy to lift myself up, but I couldn’t

Me: laa magdarr

Adam: layaan your not trying hard enough…sh9ar f "stay strong"??

Me: uff enzain enzain bajareb

I tried again, I put all my weight on my legs, and tried so hard to get up and then slowly.. I did, bs I felt soo shaky

Me: I caaan!!

Adam: akeed you can.. 3adel hed yadha.. layan walk to me

He pulled slowly the drip thing so that I had no choice but to walk to him

Me: adam wait!!

Adam: yallaa layaan

I took a step forward, and then another and then another and I finally reached to him… I didn’t stay in my place I just threw myself on him and hugged him!! What would I doo without him?!?

3adel: umm ya3ny not infront of me

SHIITT NSAIT ENAA HES HEREE! OMG FSHEEELAAA MA7IIB!!

Me: (I quickly let go off adam and looked down) sorry nsait enk mny

Adam was just smiling -.- I don’t think he cared like I did

3adel: hahha la shda3waa 3adyy

Me: enzain I don’t want to stop walking!! Pleasee lets goo outside

Adam: yalla emshy..

We walked outside and I went to see 7abeeb .. he was sleeping, then after a while 3adel left for work w my mum called me telling me ena bait 5aly byoon yzooroony… I couldn’t wait cause I just looovvee… them.. except for there son ebrahim… wayed ynarfz w chayeef roo7aa w mrf3 5ashma, I never see him much only in 3eed w sa3at fe rama'9an… Adam waited for my mum cause it was a perfect chance for them to meet

3:30 pm

Omy dashat el 7jraa

Omy: heyy mamaa keef—umm el salam 3alaikm

Adam stood up and went to shake her hand

Adam: w 3alaikm el salam 5alty… shlonch

Omy: (still with a shocked face) a..naa zainaa… ent Ad…Adam??

Adam: ee na3am 5alty, shfeech wagfa ta3aly g3dy

YESS!! Adam is making such a good impression!!

TO BE CONTINUED

Chapter 32

And raise your voice, every single time, they try and shut your mouth!!

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I woke up expecting to see Adam's soothing, serene face next to me, but unfortunately he wasn’t there, my position was soooo uncomfortable, I was in my back and I always sleep on my stomach with my hand under my chin supporting it, now I couldn’t do that cause fee the 9eelan thingy on my wrist w a5af I flip over, I looked on the couch at the end of my room and found Laya sleeping there… on the floor was a portable bed kind of thing and Marya and Reem were squishing there-selves on it…something else that caught my eye was a small note on the table next to me bed, I took it and read it..

I hope you have a good sleep w salamtch 7ayatyy, remember I can't live without you and stay strong <3 I love you! Adam

I LOVVEE HIIIMMM!!! I love how out of nowhere he talks romance with me for example el7een, 'I can't live without you' ya3ny he always reminds me of how much he loves mee!!    I feel valued, I feel loved, I feel important, el9ara7a it's all a person needs to enjoy life, the feeling of being loved by no matter who, fe rayee ohwa asaas el 7ayaa!! Anyways I looked at the time and it was 4:34 am , omggg its soo early and I can't go back to sleep!!
should I try going to 7abeeb??? Bas ma3arf etha agdar amshy wla laa!! I looked around me and found a wheelchair next to the bathroom!! YEESSS!!
I slowly lifted myself up and the minute my head left the pillow everything around me started turning, its soo blurry omg I feel like my head is going to fall of, ayyyy ba6nyyy!! Omg la magdaar I immediately put my head back on the pillow! Omg that’s why they wouldn’t let me… I feel sooo dizzy now!! Omg im soo boreddd shasawyy?!?!? Ohh d3y!! I took my phone and called him

TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT     TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT

Me: omg pick uppp

TOOT TO-

D3y: aloo (in the sleepiest voice I've ever heard)

Me: hallaa d3yyyy sha5bark (acting like I didn’t do anything wrong xD)

D3y: layan enty maynoona a7d yt9l el sa3a arbaa3 el fayer?!? (still in a sleepy cranky voice, it was actually sexy xD)

Me: actually its 4:30 ta8reeban, bas walla tmalalt el banat ragdeen w mafy shay asawyy, ra9yy ey3awerni w mb gadra argd

D3y: enzain rab3ch ragdeen w ana ma knt raged mathalan?? Uff 3alaa '3aba2ech!! Enzain shla ra9ich y3awrch are you okay??(sleepy voice)

Me: ee im fine, 7awalt agoom shwy w magdrt w 9ar ra9y y3awerny, mafy shay

D3y: ya 7a'9y shla tgoomeeen?!?! E7na shgelnalch

Me: 7araam aroo7 el 7amam??

D3y: skty skty, a3arf wein knty btroo7een

Me: hahaha you know mee so well

D3y: enzain layan bagoolch shy

Me: gool

D3y: ROO7AY THELFY W RGDY W 5ALYY EL AWADEM YRGDOON !!

Me: hahahahah enzain enzain a39abkk bss!! Yallaa goodnighttt

D3y: goodnight (cranky voice w banad el telephone)

I drifted away to my land of dreams and saw what I want my future to be like …

A nutrition, helping girls and guys love their body and lose weight, I live in a small cottage like cute house with a small lake in the backyard and green everywhere, I have my 2 kids, Yousif and Sereen, ypusif is almost 5 and Sereen is 3… I came back home and found Adam and Yousif playing football in the garden, Sereen was drawing them on a small table we set up for them, when everyone saw me, they all ran up to me

Yousif and Sereen: MAAMAA

Adam: hallaa 7ayaatyy

Yousif and Sereen were hugging me and Adam came from the back and kissed me,then as usual something had to ruin it

..:Layaaan (shaking me)

I opened my eyes

Me: 7ABEEEEBBBBYYYY

I tired getting of the bed to hug him but I couldn't, he was on a wheelchair, I wonder who brought him here

7abeeb: laa don’t, it's my turn to hug you (he leaned down and hugged me)

Me: shlonk 7abeeb are you okay el7een, fe shay ey3awrk??

7abeeb: laa layan im fine! Thankyouu sooo mucchhh thankyouu thank you thankyouu, layan you saved my life!!

Me: don’t woryy 7abeeb, id do anything for you

7abeeb: are you okay, why cant you get up??

Marya: LAYAAN SKTYYYY (they were still sleeping xd)

7abeeb: oops

Me: laa don’t woryyy ,im fine don’t worry, im just tired

7abeeb: (he looked down) im so soryy

Me: 7abeeb why are you soryy?? I chose this, not you, no-one forced me okay, don’t worry im fine

Tamait wya shwy ba3dian he had to go back to his room befor the nurses wake-up

At about 8:00 reem (as usual) woke up

Me: 9abaa7 el 5airr

Reem: (yawning) 9abaa7 el noor.. mn meta enty ga3da

Me: booo mn zmaan, ta8reeban 4

Reem: aaaa laish

Me: magdrt argd

Reem: (she got off the mini bed and came and sat on my bed) are you okay??

Me: ee im fine

Reem: akeed??

Me: eee shda3waa reem

Reem: mhm, ta3aalll!! How did you like our surprise ams (she lifted one eyebrow)

Me: eeee 9aa77 hahahahaha it was amaaaizngg thank you!! Bs entaw wein re7taw??

Reem: Laya ra7t 3nd S3ood shwy w ana w marya tamaina ndoor

Me: wahahaha masakeeen, a7ad ydoor f mstashfa

Reem: skty 3ad.. zain mna yebnaa haa

Me: hahaha

After a while marya w laya woke up, laya left early because she had to go taste the cake wya s3ood for her wedding w my family came at about 10 and marya and laya left too

3adel was lying down next to me, my mum was sitting on the bed w my dad was sitting on the couch … I seriously LOVEE THEEM

Obooi : 7abybty layan, mta btgoolenlnaa 3an thy Adam

Me: (I know how mad he is, but he's trying to hide it cause of my condition) bdkm halaa2?

3adel: aa ofcourse bdnaa, yalla start

Me: okay please don’t be mad, because… you'll find out why in the end… I first met him in funland, it was the beginning of summer

3adel: yaa3nyy ra8mk??(he was almost screaming)

Me: laaa laa I wouldn’t doo that. 3adel plasee esma3 till the end ba3dain e7kyy… el mhm, I kept seeing him in the ritz-carlton w we slowly got to know eachother, ba3dain mara wa7de 5tafa, w when I started to come visit the cancer patients, I found him as one of them(madry laish bas I felt like crying, I got that feeling in my throught, I think t3arfoona…) (omy gasped w put her hand on her mouth) … when I found out he has cancer I stayed with him to help him, zay 7abeeb ahloo tarakoo w gave up on him… el mhm the more time we spent with eachother .. (ga9art 9ooty shhwy, fsheeelaaa) the more we started loving eachother, w I talked to him about the future w 7a6 eb baloo zawaj … just to prove to you that we aren't playing

Obooi: w do you think that makes itt okaaay?? (again almost screaming)

Me: baba e7na kbaar, im not doing anything wrong, ya3ny im getting to know the guy I love w im going to spent the rest of my life with

Obooi: (now almost screaming) w mn mataaa we doo it this waay, bt3rfyy eno he's supposed to come see us first!!!

Me: (I raised my voice shwy, 3a9abt) babaa that’s when we get married, ma ra7 atzawajoo when I don’t know himm!! W enta bt3rf how much I hate this topic, im not getting married to someone I don’t know!!

Omy: baas!!! (she looked at my father) moo wa2t hal 7aky.. we'll discuss this later

I looked at 3adel and I was surprised to see a tear in his eye ?? shfee

Me: 3adel??

3adel: Adam Al Flani??

Me: bt3rfoo??

3adel: he has cancer??

His tears started rolling down his face, which made my tears escape through my eyes too

Me: mhm

3adel: why didn’t he tell me??

Me: how do you know him?? Tara he didn’t tell anyone, I found out bl 7a'9

3adel: he was my best friend since year 4 until senior year, ba3dain tfara2na

I wiped away his tears, and then my mum sa7bat yad obooy w they went outside…

3adel: were is he?? Is he here now (he got off my bed and got ready to go see him)

Me: laa, he just got out…no-one knows when he'll come back here.. do you want to see him??

3adel: I haveee too see himm

Me: I'll call him then w I'll tell him to come here

3adel: okay

I heard screaming outside, akeed my parents are fighing over this !! uff shda3waaa!!!!

I called Adam

Me: aloo.. halla adam

Adam: hall 7ayaty, shfeech?? T9ee7een(my voice was still a little shaky)

Me: la mafeeny shay, adam y9eer tyee( at the last sentence I started crying again for some reason, madry laish el 9ara7a, I just did)

Adam: el7eeen bayee 3mryy bs la t9ee7een

Me: enshala

And we hung up

3adel: is he coming???

TO BE CONTINUED…

Chapter 31

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Now im in the surgery room :s they brought 7abeeb in after me and then all the doctors came in… I was freaking out!! Shitt 7ad omyy 5ayfaa!!! Omg what did I get myself into?!?! La la what am I saying!! they put me under the lights… it was bright , reaaallyyy bright I felt like I was going blind, don’t know why but this is what came out of my mouth

Me: Ba6 f 3enk nshalaa

Dr: hahaha mn tkalmeen

Me: huh?ohh  Umm madry :$ dr.salem?? (he had a mask on his face I couldn’t tell if it was him or not)

Dr.Salem: ee its me

Me: ohh you’re a surgeon too (omg madry shfeeny why am I being so stupid?!?!)

Dr.salem: hahaha ee , are you scared??

Me: umm ya3ny mb wayeed baas shwy( obviously lied)

Dr.salem: layan its ok, I know your terrified, don’t worry you won't feel anything at all

It smells so weird in here, I watched the surgeons get everything ready and then they got this mask thingy and

Dr.Salem: ok, this is to make you sleep, so goodnight!!

Me: goodnight

Ohh that’s what this thing is, they put it on 7abeeb and then on mee.. I tried to fight it shwy I tried to stay awake just testing my skills xD what??! Ana wain

Me: mnn ent?? Shtab-

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Omg it stinks!! Shnoow thyy, ohhh my eyes our closed :o ! I tried opening them, bas somehow I didn’t have the energy, omg sh9ayeer?? Why cant I open my eyes?!?!? Where the heell ammmm iii… I could here people talking, I couldn’t make out who it was!! Omg why are they screaming!! i tried to open my eyes again but I couldn’t , I tried and tried and managed to open half my eyes.. then I saw my mum running up to me and sitting on the white bed I was sleeping in

Omy: LAYAAN!! 7ABYBTYYY YOUU SCAREED MEE (she started crying)

Me: where am i?? whats the time?? Wain Adam??

And then I couldn’t keep my eyes open anymore and shut them !! wein adam?? Is he ok?!?! That’s all I could think about!! Wait why am I here?? OMGG IM IN A HOSPITALL!! I KNOW THIS SMEELL… I tried thinking but nothing was coming back to me, in my mind everything felt ok, bas my body is killing me, I don’t know where the pain is coming from, I just want to know where I am and why my mum was crying, laykoon I got in an accident?? La la shda5al I didn’t drive today, I think, after a while of questioning myself.. I fell  back to sleep again

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I woke up.. still confused!! But atleast I had the energy to open my eyes now and I did!! I looked around, I saw laya, s3ood, d3y, 3adel,  marya, reem,  omy w obooy, I was happy to see them but where's adam?!?!? And why the hell am I here, why am I on the bed

Me: 3ade- (that’s all I could say)

They all jumped out of there ka2aba mode and gathered around me

Omy: layaaan!! 7ayatyy are you okay?!?! Aree you in pain??!

Obooy: 5awafteena 7abybty!! Are you okay??

OMGG 7ABEEEEB!! THATSS WHYY IM HEREEEE

Me: 7ab..eeb.. wein.a

Laya: don’t worry 7ayaty 7abeeb wayed zain w you helped him wayed, hes awake now, hes not in a coma anymore

OMG OMG OMG!!! EL7AMDILLA EL7AMDILLAA EL7AMDILAAA!!That’s all I wanted to hear!! El7amdilla he's ok that’s the most important thing!!

I smiled and 3adel said

3adel: layan please tell us are you okay, are you hurt(he was sitting on my bed and he held my hand and brushed them softly)

Me: l.aa im fine.. im ti..reed

Then someone came in the room, it was Dr.salem

Dr.salem: el 7elwaa gamaat?!?!

Me: mhm

Dr.salem: el 9ara7a wayed 5awafteena 3alaich layan!!

Me: lai..shh

Dr.salem: your body matfa3al wyana wayed, in other words wayed t3abtay, ya3ny matwa8a3t this to happen, bas el7amdilla im guessing your fine now!!

He took some tests, Im weak, but I guess it’s ok, I wanted to go see 7abeeb but they didn’t let me!! Laya, reem w marya slept over xD and my parents went home, galaw they want a unique girls night, I doubt it, m5a6e6een shyy :p

1am

Nurse comes in: excusme me girls?? What you doing here?? You need to goo

Marya: no no we are sleeping here, we can't leave layan here alone

Nurse: all of you?? I don’t think that possible

Marya: Shtabyy thyy?? No no its ok! ITS POSSIBLE WE ASKED DR.SALEM

Me: hahahaha marya shwy shwy (I managed to say in a cracky voice, I still felt weak)

Reem: marya sktyy shwy, it ok nurse we asked dr.salem and he had no problem with It, don’t worry

Nurse: mmm

Me: uff … tnarfz thyy

Laya: uff 7asaitay, klhm ynarfzoon actually!!

Marya: enzain sm3aw baroo7 el cafeteria shwy w bayee

Reem: enzain bayee weyach

Me: enzain (and they went out)

Laya: layan mb ta3bana matabeen trgdeen

Me: 6ool el youm w ana ragda, maby

Laya: 7aadchh kasraa 5a6ryy, choofy 9otich bas

Me: 3ady tara im fine

Laya: ohh layan s3ood ga3d yt9ly baroo7 akalma shwy w bayeech

Me: laya telephonach  ma ga3d yrn??

But she just ran outside?? B5oooo9?? Shm5a6e6een theleeen??? Uff im sure telephonha ma kan g3d yrn!! Anyways, I pressed the button on the bed which makes it go down w I rested my head for a while, then someone came in w I expected it was laya so I said

Me: Layaa yal zaggaa telepho… Adam (OOMMMGGGG 7ALTTYYY 7ALAAA WHYY IS HE HEREE????)))

Adam: 7ayatyy?!?!? (he ran to my bed and sat down) choofy 7altchh!! Shlaa wayhach hal kthr a9faar?? W 9ootch raye7 ba3ad!! 7abybty enty zainaa??

Me: Adam la t5aaf im fine. Ya3ny ma twa8a3t halon y9eer, tara shy 6abee3yy ya3nyy

Adam: la tg9een 3alay layan, galooly ena jsmch ma t7amal

Me: ooh, bs even though look at me im fine

Adam: laa your not fine!! El mhm salamtch, wallaa ma7ib achoofch halon!!im supposed to be in your place!!

Me: Adam la tgool halon!! Nshalla none of us nkoon in this place!! Enzain yalla la?!?

Adam: 7ayatyy enty, I thought you'd never ask

I moved up for him and he came and laid down next to me, his hand behind my neck and his other hand rapped around my body, like he was protecting me from something, I rested my head on his masculine chest

Me: aby achoof 7abeeb!! Madry shla ma 5aloony aroo7 achoofa!!

Adam: yoba wein troo7een w enty f hal 7alaa??

Me: tara fe e5tera3 esma wheelchair, mb ydeed ya3ny ma3arf shla masma3t fee

Adam: yal sa5eefaaa t3arfeen 8a9dyy

Me: imm fine!!!

Adam: layan enty shraych tskteen shwy

Me: tara ma9a5t'ha.. wayed tsaktny

Adam: walaaa enty wayed ttkalmeen

Me: uff

Adam: a7ibch yal thora

Me: amoot feek yal 7maar

After a few minutes I accidently slept :(

TO BE CONTINUED