Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Chapter 18

Reem: heey sh9ayer wein ray7een??
Me: lazem nroo7 el mstashfaa
Reem: ooohhh
Marya: yup!
We waited for 15 mins until 3adel reached us, and then it took us almost 10 mins to get to the hospital, by that time kant el sa3a 3:50
Marya: yallaa your tooo slow
Me: enzain enzain
We rushed our way to the cancer section to find D3y already there waiting for us
Me: hallaa d3y, sorry we’re late
D3y w Marya ma salemaw, they never do anyways bs 5azaw ba3a'9
D3y: ahlaain, why are you this late, nthba7t w ana an6rkm(5az Marya when he said that…again)
Marya: wee laa 2asfeen wayed ena theba7naak
D3y: Marya la t3-
Me: (ga6a3ta) guys we are in a hospital mb el7een, please, yalla 5an dshh
They walked inside the first room which 7abeeb was in, I looked at d3y's face w kan mn9dm, it was his first time, he  had exactly the same reaction me and Marya had, kl wa7d went to a kid w ana 6ab3an awal shay r7t 7ag 7abeeb
I sat on his bed and said: hallaa 7abeeboo.. sha5barrk?
He tried with all his energy to smile, I could see how much he struggled to, but he was a strong kid, and he managed to give me a smile and say: anaa zain
He got worst! I could barely hear him, I felt so sory for him and went to his nurse as2alha what’s going on with him
Me: umm excuse me??
Nurse: yes ma'am how can I help you
Me: umm you know 7abeeb, in room 1,cancer section?
Nurse: ya ofcourse I do, is there something wrong??
Me: ya actually I came to ask you whats wrong with him , I visited him a couple of days ago and he didn’t seem this bad
Nurse: ya ma'am, he has leukemia (blood cancer) and unfortunately we cant find any donations with the same blood type, even his family…
Me: what do you mean ?? so what are you gona do whats  gona happen to him ?? (my voice got louder as I finished my sentence)
Nurse:  ma'am we received habeeb in a very late stage of cancer, we expected this(what the hell did she mean 'this') if we don’t find his blood type in almost 2 months, im afraid he'll be gone
Me: WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE'LL BE GONEE??? YOU CANT JUST GIVE UP ON HIM LIKE THAAT!! YOU CANT DOO THAAT !! HE WONT DIEEE
Nurse: ma'am please calm down we are in a hospital, there is nothing I can do about it, even his family gave up
Me: I don’t care about his family, you cant just sit and watch him diee… you know what, check me.. please I'll donate for him, check my blood or something maybe I have his bloodtype
Nurse: yeaa great idea follow me, you'll just need to sign some things
Me: umm yea ok sure, I'll just go tell my friends and I'll come back to you
I ran back to the room Marya and D3y were in(they were in the second room now)
D3y: wein re7taay??
Me: sm3aw ana baroo7 ba5eth blood test, fe wa7d bemoot in 2 months etha may7a9loon his bloodtype for donations, ana baroo7 shwy w bared
Marya: 3afya 3alaich looloo, roo7ay roo7ay
D3y: 3afya 3alaich
Me: alla y3afeekm, yalla be right back
and I rushed back to the nurse, they made me fill out a form and sign some things…
Nurse: right this way ma'am
My heart started beating, my biggest fear is needles, mt3a8da mnhm, when I was a kid, kanaw bya36oony 2braa la2na knt wayed mree'9a w the needle nksr inside me hand, since then ive never taken an injection , w hay mb bas injection, sa7b daam ba3ad ya3ny a5as, I was so scareed, bs I'll do it for him
Nurse: sit down here please
Me: sure
I saw another nurse come with this huge needle, shiiitt shnooow thyy w why is it huuge , I looked at my hands w I was shivering, shiit w ethaa ynksr mara thanyaa??!?! Omg omg omg
He tied something around my arm and pulled it tight
Me: will it hurt??
....: only if you want it to, just forget about it
Haaa?? Shyguul thyyy shnow if yu want it too?!?!? El7amdilla wl shkr! omgg shiit!! I watched the needle go inside me, pulling my skin towards it directions, I felt something tingly inside, it wasn’t much of pain, just tingly ..AAAY SHIIIIT nooow it hurts, I looked and the tube and it was getting filled with maroonish red blood , no wonder why it hurt, I felt something cold was squeezing my veins, so weird how you can feel that, sb7an alla
..: ookaay all done
Me: umm when can I know the results??
…: in a week almost
Me: A WEEK?? Cant you do it earlier
…: sorry ma'am but that’s impossible
Me: umm, okay thanxx
..: our job ma'am
I went back to Marya w d3y and to my surprise, they were actually not fighting but just talking to eachother, madry sh9ayrlhm?? They were walking towards the private rooms
Me: haa sh9ayrlkmm?? Shloon le7een 3aysheen??
Marya: 7adch sa5eefa t3arfeen??
Me: hahhahahaa
D3y: emshaw emshaw el7een
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
(this was the only room we didn’t enter last time, I think he was doing tests or something)
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Nurse: no no, this patient doesn’t like visitors
Maryaa: what? Why?
Nurse: he's new here, I mean he just found out he has cancer and is still trying to accept it
Me: no but we are here to help them
D3y: yaa we are going in, we'll make him better don’t worry
Nurse: ok whatever you think
D3y: shakla ma brd 3alaina 5an dsh
Me: la laa shnow ndsh, may9eer
Marya: laissh may9eer 3adyy shda3wa dshy dshy
Me: uff fine
Dashait… WHAAAT!!  LAAAAA LAAAA LAA THISS CANT BE HAPPENINGGG!!! SHNOOOW??!! ARE YOU SERIOUSSS!!! MY HEART FELL TO MY STOMACH, I CONULDNT BELIEVE ITT!! I COULDN’T FEEL MY BODY MADRY SHLON BS SHAYART WITH MY MOUTH OPEN, I was totally numb, my body was firing up like I was going to just burst any second!
Marya: laayaaan shfeech?? Mn da5el, shfeee waychh yt'3ayar alwanaa?!?
D3yy had exactly the same expression,a rainfall of tears where uncontrollably falling from my eyes, I couldn’t handle this!!! PLEASEEE tell my im dreaming!!
TO BE CONTINUED

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