Chapter 8

Doctor: Reem w Marya thnenathm f nafs el 7ala , 9ayrlhm internal bleeding w tawna da5alnahoum '3rfat el3amaliyaat , weya specialized surgeon , el3amalia btkoon 9a3ba bs nshalla btnj7 , btemoon fl 3naya el mshadeda le fatra w ba3dain bnchoof shb9eer , bs Marya kasra reelha ba3ad w wayed ga3da tanzef , fa a7een ga3deen ydawroonlha fa9eelat damha mn elblood bank la2ana she needs blood

Om Marya : (she started crying so hardly and loudly and she sat on the floor ) YA RABB STRKK YA RAAB 6AL3HMM B ALF SALAMAA YAA RAAB

Oboo Marya : 7abeebty Lina goomay goomay , nshalla b6el3oon b alf salama , ta3aly yoba ta3aly g3dy 3la elkrsy (he helped her off the floor and got her onto a chair )

Om Reem was just speechlees , kant ga3da td3y w t9ee7 w td3y w t9ee7, she wouldn’t stop
Ana w laya kna ga3deen yamhom trying to calm them down , Zain w Noor's(allah yr7amhm..im not used to saying that , alla yr7amhm ,ma knt gadra astaw3b) parents left 3ashan y7a'9roon 7ag their funeral .

1 hour

2 hours

3 hours

4 hours and still no news

5 hours , it started getting late w as I expected ,obboi t9al

Me: aloo (in a shaky voice)

Obooi: aloo 7abeebty (he started trying to calm me down and tell me how sorry he was 6la3 ena o5oy gala about everything, w he really wanted to come and be there for their parents bs magdar he was very busy

 Oboi: baba 7ayaty mta 7atrj3y el bait , el wa2t kteer ta5ar

Me: asfaa baba bs I cant leave now , awal ma elbanat y6l3oo mn el 3amalia ba5aly driver Laya ywa9lny

Obooi: 3ala ra7tek, try not to be late.  I lovee you

Me: love you too baba , byee

Obooi : byee

The minute I closed the phone the surgeon came out , we all ran to him , he had a smile on his face , wayed rt7t

Surgeon: el 7amdilla el 3amalya kant naj7aa  , e7een ga3deen nan8lhm lel 3naya el mshadada w  enshalla 3gb esboo3  bnan8lhm l7jrathm , w 7ag Marya ,el7amdilla 7a9alnalha kyaas dam w thenathm b5air.. a7een aham shay ena they respond to their surgeiries and recover as quick as possible

All: el7amdillaa ya raby el7amdilla

Om reem: enzain ngdr nchoofhm

Surgeon: el 9ara7a ya3ny y9eer .. bs only through the glass window , mamnou3 tdshoon 3ndhm , len nan8lhm lel private rooms ba3dain nshalla tgdroon tdshoon 3ndhm w t6manoon 3alaihoum

Om Marya : shkraan doctor

Surgeon: e7na bs sawaina wajbna ( and he walked away)

As we were walking  to the 3naya el mshadada I got a phone call w sta2thant mnhm

…: aloo

Me: aloo .. mn? (I didn’t know who would call me at this time)

D3y : hay ana d3y layoon

Me: ohhh halla d3y

D3y: 7abybty(he always calls me that bs I felt weird now that I know he likes me) I am sooo sorry bout what happened walla I wish I was there to support you w choofy 9ootich chnch btmooteen , 5ala9 roo7y el bait w rj3eelhoum bacher

Me: laa d3y magdar lazem achoofhm , ba3dain baroo7 el bait ( for some reason I started crying again)

D3y : 5ala9 looloo la t9e7een , ed3y 3alaihom y6l3oon b salama w enshalla mab9eer ela el 5air, w alaa yr7am noor w zain w alla katblhm haloon , w enty lazem tt8ableen el maw'9ou3 7abybty, ana I know ur stronger than this,  don’t worry everything will be okay

Me: (madry shlon bas rt7t len gal el kalam , 7asaita yfhmny , madry maybe he was right , maybe I do like him back ,bas moo wagt afakr b hal shay el7een) nshalla , yalla ana lazem aroo7 byee

D3y: byee looloo

I went to the rest , w 7a9alt om Marya 7a6a yadha 3al jzaaz  w t9ee7 w tgool:

7abybty Marya ana akany mnyy , 7ayatyy omchh mnee ,gooomay 7ayaty atrajaacch goomay (mskeena  wayed ksrt 5a6ry)

Om reem: (she was smiling and crying at the same time some how) reeemoo , 7ayatyyyy enty btgoomeen b alf 5air w 9e7a w salama , enty gwyaa ..
Laya was just there crying her eyes out bas ehya ba3ad she was smiling , the dads were busy with paper work  so ma kanw mny , ana r7t t6amant 3ala thnenathm w after an hour I left home (omg they look so bad and hurt moob mt3awda achuufhum chthy)

Dashait el bait w as usual I found everyone fl 9ala , as soon as I entered I didn’t say a word , they all stared at me with broken hearted faces for 5 secs ba3dain o5ooy ran up to me w I just broke down in his arms , magdrt I just kept crying and crying,

Me: 3ADEL ITSS MY FAULTT , ANAA ELY 3AZAMTHOM , NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED BS ANA EL '3ABYAA , OLTELHM YEEJOO EL RITZZ , THEY WOULDN’T HAVE DIED , THEY WOULDN’T HAVE BEEN IN THIS CONDITION ITS ALL MEE( between every word I said I had to take a breath , I knew it was me , if I didn’t invite them , this would have never happened)

TO BE CONTINUED…