Chapter 52

Some Things You Can't Disguise

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I was suffocating, I couldn’t breathe anymore, my face felt very hot and my neck was killing me, I finally knew that this is the end…I knew I was going to die any second now. I said "ashad ena la2 elaha ela alla w ma7amd ra9ool alla'  in my haed cause I had no oxyen to say It lout loud, my heart was beating really fast, why aren’t I dead yet?!? This is taking to long and it hurts to much!! Its torture, then when I started loosing conscience, someone opened the door…SHIT I FORGOT TO LOOK IT

3adel: LAYAAAN LAAA!!!

3adeel ent laa!! Pleasee leave meee!! I wish I could actually say that, tears fell from my eyes, then he came to me, he didn’t know what to do, how to unhang me, I hope I die before he firgues it out, then he carried me from my legs, so that the rope wouldn’t suffocate me anymore, and I inhaled, omg OXYGEEEN!!! Bs I don’t want itt

Me: 3adeeel etrknyy!! Pleasee just let me diiieee!!

3adel: laayaaan sheely el rope mn ra9k!! noooow

Me: laaa!! 3adel let me goo

3adel with his leg grabbed the chair and dragged it to where he stood, and stood on it, then he untied the rope from the fan (I was too busy crying my eyes out to stop him, 5ala9 he saw me, theres nothing I can do now,ill try something else later) and got down the chair and pulled me on the bed were he lied me down and lied down next to me

3adel: I don’t know why yu did that, I don’t know why yu wanted to end so many peoples life, by ending yours, I don’t know what the hell is going through your mind and made you so selfish ans stupid, bs I wont ask now, just relax your mind, and when yu think about talking about it, then let me now

Me: (still crying) can yu leave me alone for abit

3adel: ha ha! After what I just saw, msta7eel, f a7lamk okk, you won't leave my sight for even a minute

I just cried my eyes out in my brothers arms… I know this is stupid, ending my life beacause adam ended a relationship, but it wasn’t any relationship… it wasn’t just any guy, he's unique, I don’t know what he did to me…all I know is that I can't , for a second, just imagine my life without him, I can't walk like nothing is happeneing knowing that adam is going to be with another girl, I just cant't…… after a while, I calmed down and said

Me: its over

3adel: whats over?

Me: me and adam…(I started crying on these words) are over

3adel: WHAAATT!?!?!?

Me: he doesn’t love me anymore, and he thinks that if we stay together, I wont get a chance to live my life because I'll be to busy helping him with cancer

3adel: layan are you serious?

Me: (I nodded my head)

I looked at 3adel and he had the biggest frown on his face and his breathing got heavier and his face became red

Me: 3adel calm down, its not his fault he doesn’t love me

3adel: DOOOEESS THAAT BITCHH NOOW YOUU TRIEED SUICIDINGG ?!?!?! DOOESS HEE KNOOW WHAT HE DIDDD BECAUSE OFF HIS STUPIDD WAY OF THINKING?!? WAS THIS HIS PLAN FROM THE BEGGINGIN?!? TO USEEE YOUU FOR A WHIILE?!?!?!

I couldn’t say anything, I just cried harder

3adel: im sorry layan, I lost it, bs enty estany, howee beshoof,ystana 3alay

Me: 3adel laa tsawy eshy, please! 3ashanyy

He didn’t say anything, he looked at his hand, and there was tiny drop of blood

3adel: shoo hay??

He wiped it, and it there was no scratch, its not his blood, he looked at me, and with a shocked face he said

3adel: not again!! Your neck tooo?!?!?

Me: shoo??

He ran and got me a tissue

Me: shoooo??

3adel: your nose, its bleeding, and even our neck, baroo7 bajeeb detol 3ashan your neck, layan, don’t do anything while im gonee

I wiped my nose and kept my head up, touched my neck and it burned!! Like heellll!! I guess its because of the rope, I saw my hand and it had blood on it, so I guess my neck is bleeding to, not only burns

Ba3dain yaa 3adel w 7a6 detol 3ala cotton, w shwy shwy msa7 my neck

Me: aaaaaaa777777 3addeeel baasss

It burned like he was setting fire to my neck

3adel: its what yu get for acting dumb

He continued wiping it all around, but it still shows, so he told me to wrap it with a ribbon or something when I go out, 3abala orphan -_-

3adel tam wyay shwy ba3dain gal

3adel: wein laya??

Me: maba3rf, akeed ra7at el honeymoon by now

3adel: ma bt3rf??

Me: laa

3adel: who does?

Me: marya w reem

3adel: wheres your phone?

Me: in my bag, laish

He didn’t answer me, he got out my phone, went through it shwy ba3dain he put it on his ear

Me: whoo are you calling??!?!

3adel: allooo ..marya?........ ee ana 3adel…..weinach el7een, enty w reem?? ………..enzain abekm tyoon baitna el7een…..bs ….ufff enty ta3aly w bt3arfeeen!!...byee

Me: laisshh??

3adel: I really need to go to work , and your not staying alone

Me: 3adel im not a child

3adel: yes you are

UUUFFFFFF!!! HE DOESNTT UNDERSTAAANDD!!!!!!

TO BE CONTINUED

Chapter 51

I Will Love You Till The End Of Time

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ADAM'S SIDE

Ok this is it, 5ala9, this is where my life will end, and hers will begin

Me: layan, abeech tfhmeeny

Layan: umm okay

Tears lightly formed in her eyes, I think 7asat!! Omg her eyes, shlon ba3eesh bdoonhm?!?!? The light of the moon reflected her huge eyes, making them glow almost brighter than the moon

Me: layan ma3arf shlon bagolch hal shay bl'6ab6, bs layan, yu and I both now ena ana ma bat7asan, ya3ny 5ala9 it's final, I know, this is cancer, mb ay mara'9, w ana mabeech t'6ay3een 7ayatch w enty yamy, trying to make me feel better, that’s not the point of life, you arnt supposed to live  it this way, w ana baray7ch mn el7een, 5ala9 the journey ends here

Tears were falling from her eyes like a rainfall

Layan: (with a craky voice) adam shtgul ent?!??! Yanaaitt?!?!? Anaa ma ba3eesh bdoonk, msta7eel!! W shnow ya3ny its not the point in life?!?! There is no point in life, you choose your own point, and I choose youuu!! You cant do this to me!  To uss!! What happened to promise me you'll never leave me alone?!?what happened to our vows?!?! And what journey!! The only journey In life, is life itself, the journey ends when you die!! And by ending the journey, your killing us both

Me: (I tried my best to hold my tears, she already crying to much, if she sees me crying she'll just get worst)layan, I wont let you!! This wont happen!! You need to understand that w mb bs 3an halon, i…(come one adam you can say this)i.. anaa mabeech, I don’t …love you..anymore

Those words cut inside her like a knife, her mouth was half open, and even without facial expressions, her tears wouldn’t end, they were falling uncontrollably down her rosy cheeks, her face was drowning, she had nothing else to say I guess, I turned around and walked away

Layan: ADAAAM!! PLEASEE YOUU CANT LEAVEE MEE!! NOT NOWWW, ADAAAM YOUU CANT DOO THIISS !! YOUU PROMISEDD

I looked back and she was catching up to me, so I started running so she wouldn’t see me crying and know that I was lying

LAYAN'S SIDE

ME: ADAAAM YOUU CANT DOO THIISS !! YOUU PROMISEDD!! ADAAAAAM PLEASEEE!!!

I ran abit more, I searched for him everywhere , but it was no use, I couldn’t see straight anymore, my legs felt weak and I was tired of all the crying, I dropped down on the floor and I got really dizzy, it was so dark and I was still crying, my sleeves were to wet to dry my face anymore, it was dark, and the sea's breeze hit me, I couldn’t see anything and then my head dropped on the floor, it did hurt, I lost all the energy inside of me, my eyes were too heavy to be carried anymore and so my eyes shut, I was still conscience, and I tried my best to open my eyes just abit, making a door for the rest of the tears to fall down again, but I saw a tall black figure running toward me and shouting my name, I couldn’t make out the voice but I was hoping that it was adam! I know its adam!! I knew he'll be back, bs this was it, I had no energy anymore and I passed out

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When I regained my conscience again, I felt water on my face, and I heard reem and marya talking , and I felt someone next to me.. ADAAM!! I cant wait to see his angel like face close to me again!! I opened my eyes, more tears fell, not of happiness, of sadness again, it wasn’t who I expected to be, why him?!? Wherss adam?!?!?

Me: wain adam??

Ebrahim: layan he's gone, I saw him take his car and leave

Me: laaa!! Laaa he wontt leaaavee meee

I jumped of the bed and ran out the chalet crying, I heard marya and reem screaming my name, but I gave them no attention, then I felt someone grab me

Ebrahim: LAYAAN WAIN RAY7AA?!?! 5ALA9 ADAM RA7!! HE WONT BE BACKK TA3ALYY!!

Me: EBRAHIIM ETRKNYYY!! LEETT MEEE GOOOOOO!!

I tried to release myself from his grip but he was too strong, so I decided to give up and fall, but he caught me, adam was supposed to catch me, not him, he carried me back into the chalet and put me on the bed, he got a tissue and wiped my tears, marya and reem wanted to come in, but he said he wanted to talk to me :(

He lied down next to me on the bed

Me: (crying) that was supposed to be adams place!! He's supposed to be here, not you

Ebrahim: yes layan, he's supposed to , bs adam 6le3 msh rjaal, he IS NOT a man, shoofy keef tarkek w ra7, why would anyone do that, especially to someone like you layan, enty mabt3rfy how valuable you are, you might not realize it, but you are, you don’t need someone whos going to leave you when he feels like it, la2no you deserve much better…layan I love you, w I can take care of you, I keep my promises, I will not leave you hanging

Me: Ebrahim I love him, im sorry, (still crying) bs I need him

Ebrahim: ta3alyy layan, ta3aaly

He pulled me up to his chest, I accepted not because I thought it will keep me safe or make me feel better, but to imagine it was adam, I imagined that I put my head on adams chest, and that he put his arm  around my neack, and I rested my hands on adam's neck, like I usually do, then adam kisses my fore head, and I fall asleep, im not usually crying when I fall asleep, this time, I was, I cried myself to sleep on 'adams' chest, mb Ebrahim, Ebrahim never came right?? And adam never left me hanging, right?!?!
I fell asleep

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I woke up, and found reem and Marya sleeping next to me, they were sleeping f sab3 noma,
gmt w '3asalt wayhee, ba3dain badalt thyabee, yebt fstan aswad, perfect! 6ala3t wayhee fl mn'9ra w 6l3 shaklyy ma2saaa!!! 3yoony kanaw 7adhm baggy w chnhm le7een ragdeen mn kthr el 9ya7 ely 97ta ams, w el patch can soaked, fa shlta, el doctor gal lazem a5aly patch 3ashan el stiches ma yltahboon mn el jaratheem ely fl jaw, bs el7een, mahtam, etha Adam ma  bkoon wyay, mala da3y antbh 3ala roo7y, la2na 7ayaty ma tswa shy bdoona, 6la3t mn el chalet w r7t el island, el mkan ely 7abait adam, awal mara ely 9ij glt 7ag roo7y ena amoot fee, kan fl island
w9alt, w 6l3 ena laya w s3ood ba3ad mny, yada 3ala her waist w yadha 3ala his waist, kanaw mstanseen w ga3deen y'97koon, I don’t want to ruin there day, fa n5ashait shwy, w n6arthm yroo7oon, when they left I went to the island, and I got flashbacks:

We were in the sea

Adam: yalla ma btdsheeen??

Me: mbala bs bat2akad ena mafyy shay

Adam: wahahahahahahahhaaa la t5afeen layaan walla mafyy shay

Me: heeey lat'97aak!!

ANOTHER FLASHBACK

we were rolling on the shore like kids and we were laughing like anything, then when we stopped, we were looking into each other's eyes and smiling, adam was on top of me, the he started lowering himself to kiss me, but then d3y came and saw us

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9ij ayam :') when I came back to reality, la7a'9t wayhee was wet again, I was crying involuntarily, I wiped my tears, turned around and found marya and reem running to me

Reem: laaayaaan

Shfeehm?? They got to me and said:

Marya: laaayaan wain r7taaay?!?!

Me: (stil cracked up voice) ma r7t mkan, bs yeet mny

Reem: w shla ma 5atheitay telephonch wyaach??

Me: w shlla a5thaa

Marya: shnow shla ta5theena?!?! Shlon bn3arf wainch

Me: it's not important

Reem: layan were's the patch

Me: 6a7

Reem: layaaan t3arfeen ena mb zzain!! Bs shltee anywayss!! 9aa7?!?!

Marya: layan ma9adig shnow ga3da tsaween b roo7ch, it's not the end of the world

Marya it is the end of the world…I couldn’t say anything, I just started crying again, reem hugged me

Reem: shhhh, bs layan, it's okay, you'll be fine without him

Me: noo I won't bee

They walked me back to the chalet, ma kan ly 5lg atem, so I packed my bags and went back home, when I entered my house, I didn’t go to the 9ala (what I usually do) but I went straight to me room, I heard my mum call out my name, but I didn’t answer, theres no use anymore, why am I still here?!?! I know this is the end, im going to die unexpectedly anyways, why not die now??! Adam said it’s the end of the journey? Then fine, I'll end it! I got out some rope I had for when I had a project in year 12, so it finally did come in handy!!, I measured the size of my neck, and then tied a knot, I got a chair, stood on it, and tied a really tight knot on the fan, thankgod I have a high ceiling!! I put the rope around my head and tightened it more on my neck ,then i backed of the chair slowly, then I kicked the chair, and fell, I was suffocating, I couldn’t breathe anymore, my face felt very hot and my neck was killing me, I finally knew that this is the end…

HEEY

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Chapter 50

Promise You'll Remember That Your Mine
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I entered the 9alaa and found s3ood's close family and laya's close family already there, thankgod!! R7t salamt 3aliahm and then s3ood's brother said (he only has one brother, no sisters)

Ma7mood: layan…wain el dj??

Me: SHHIIITTT!!! Nsaaittt a'2aked wyaaa!!! Omggg shiit, el7een baroo7 bachoof laya etha galtla eyee a9lan w bat9laaa

Ma7mood: enzain enzain bsr3aa yallaa

Me: okk

I ran up back to laya's room, she was just sitting there, and michelle (the salon artist) was just looking at her

Me: laya shga3da tsaweeen?!?!

Laya: layaaan tmalaalt w my neck is killing mee, wallaa bamoot!! Fa gltla ya36eeny break shwy

Me: ok I guess you have time, enzain sm3ay, glty 7ad el dj eyee??

Laya: ee akeed

Me: enzain waainaa?!? Le7een ma yaa

Laya: wee shiit, enzain ra8ma f shan6ty esma DJ m7amad al flani, ta9leela

Me: okk

I got his card from her bag and called him

First time he didn’t answer :s
second time he finally did!!

Me: aloo el salam 3alaikmm

DJ: w 3alikm el salam

Me: umm e7na elyoum 7ajzeenk 7ag 3rs Laya w S3ood fl ritz?? W el 3rs shwy w bebady, w ent le7een me yait??

Dj : ee msam7aa walla kan fe technical problems shwy, bs el7een ok w yayeen 3al 6reej e5ty

Me: enzain shkthr yabeelkm ??

Dj: umm , gooly 5 mins

Me: ok perfect, shkraan

Dj: 3afwan

And we hung up…
I went back to the 9ala and told m7amad that he'll be here in 5 mins

After 5 mins xD the Dj came, we lead him to his place, and then the wedding started, people started arriving, lots of people, at first, no-one was dancing :s and to awaken the party, I grabbed a few girls and guys form laya's family and a few girls and guys from s3ood's family, and they started dancing, encouraging others to join in, everything was perfect, Marya and Reem kept the party going and did what I did, pull people up xD , the organizer came to me and told me that it's time for laya to come :D so I told the Dj (who is very hot :O) to tell mention that the bride and groom are going to enter , then I ran up to laya's room , I opened the door and michelle was leaving with a huge smile on his face, I guess she looks pretty :D
I said bye to him and entered the room, I found s3ood looking inside the bedroom

Me: s3ood?

S3ood: (he turned around, with tears in his eyes, he sniffed and said) halla

Me: wahahahahaha shfeeek

S3ood: layan she's beautiful, and after today, she'll be mine, roo7ay choofeeha

I entered the room laya was in, and understood why he was almost crying! No words could describe her beauty, the white dress she had on made her shine, her hair fell perfectly on her back and she was just glowing!

Me: OH       MY                  GOD

Her mother was already crying, and s3ood's mother had tears in her eyes

Laya: kareeh??

Me: '3abyaa enty!?!?!? Layaa I've never seen you so beautiful before, ya3ny ma3arf what words could fill in the sentence!

Laya: thankyouu layaan!! A7ibch wallaa

I ran to her and hugged her lightly trying not to ruin her make up and hair

Laya: laayaaan walla ba9ee7 goomy

Me: (with the feeling you get in your throught before yu cry) hehehee enzain!! Yalla laya it's time

She put on the veil, and went out the room, I gave her bouqet of white glittery flowers, s3ood took her arm and escorted her out the hotel room, I ran infront of them to tell the photographers to come clip them, and I told the dabka group to start dancing, the dance around the bride before she enters the 9alaa, then they dance in the 9ala while the bride and groom watch them from the door of the 9alaa, then they leave and the walk begins!!

So the photographers came, the Dj put a Palestinian song for the dabka group to dance on, and the close families waited for them outside, personally I HAATEEE when families crowd up and the people inside can't see anything from the projector, so I made sure there was space, then I saw their legs coming down the stair, my heart started beeping, I wonder what laya felt xD, I turned around, and found Adam <3 looking at me with tears in his eyes, he wasn’t even smiling, then I blinked and he disappeared :( Shfee?? Bs seriously mb wagta, laya is already half way down the stairs, then they got down and the dabka people started dancing!! Laya and s3ood looked soo happy!! Then as I explained before happened, at the walk, they put only the rhythm, not the words, of titanic, and laya had the biggest smile on her face, so did s3ood, they entered dance the slow dance and started taking pics

If im going to explain the whole wedding, it'll take another 2 chapters xD so the usual happened, they danced, they took pics, everyone danced, everyone took pics, we had dinner, we danced again,some people went crazy dancing, I danced with Adam shwy, and he wouldn’t tell me what was wrong with him, then everyone left, laya and s3ood went to there bedroom ;) and me , marya and reem went to our chalet, we were exhausted!! Reem and marya just threw themselves on the bed, when I was going to do the same, adam called me

Me: aloo

Adam: aloo, halla layan

Me: umm ahlaain, adam ma btgooly shfeech?!? I saw your eyes, I know theres something wrong

Adam: layan wainach

Me: ana fl chalet laish?

Adam: wich one, chalet ra8m cham?? Bayeelch el7een, we have to talk

Me: umm ok , chalet 480, yam el sea from the other side, where you cant swim

Adam: ee ee 3rafta, el7een bayeelch

Me: ok

Me: banaat adam yabee eykalmny shwy, el7een bayee

Marya: shyabee f hal wagt

Me: madryy bs shakla important

Reem: take your time babe

Me: thanx

6la3t el backyard, were there was a swimming pool, and a garden, which had a view of the open sea, the horizon looked beautiful, even at night! I waited for a bit, then I saw a tall black figure walking toward the chalet, and I guessed it was adam

Me: ADAAM mny!! The back yard

The tall figure changed his direction and came towards me, he was walking in such a cold way, le daraj ena I thought it was one of dana's tricks again, I backed away getting a  little scared

Adam: don’t woryy It iss mee

Me: ohh , 3abaly dana's tricks

Adam: laa, its mee this time

I ran to him and hugged him, he didn’t hug me back

Me: adam shfeek??

ADAM'S SIDE

Ok this is it, 5ala9 , this is where my life will end, and hers will begin

Me: layan, abeech tfhmeeny

Layan: umm okay

TO BE CONTINUED …

Chapter 49

heey guyss, sorryyy for any spelling mistakes, but i have no time to edit :s sorryy!! but enjooy!! love youu all  :***
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I know it has nothing special, but I like simple, I don’t go for extreme dresses :p, I went out of the changing room to show reem and Marya, they absoloutly loved it and encouraged me to get it, and so I did.

The next 2 days passed by really quickly, I visited 7abeeb every day and spoke to adam every day, and he's still acting VERY weird, madry Shfee:s! Marya w d3y are officially together :D w reem and 3mad made up and they're fine… so today is the day! Today is the day my best friend gets married :D ma3arf what to feel, should I be sad ena im loosing her, or should I be happy for her?!?! I guess both :p oh btw, her wedding will be at the ritz (akeeeed :p), so me reem and Marya decided to take a chalet mnak, 7aaadaa expensive so we split the cost… I woke up early that day, and I immediately called laya

Laya: aluu

Me: aloo

Laya: heeey

Me: hallaa, halla blyy bytzawjoon elyoum

Laya: layan mabyy

Me: wahahahahahaahaa ee okk layaa

Laya: layan mn 9ijy! 7ad omyy 5ayfaa madry laish!! Ya3ny I love him I want to spend the rest of my life with him, bs ma3arf laish 7ady 5ayfaaa!! Le7een mb mstaw3ba el maw'9oo3! This happened so quickly!!

Me: hehehehe laya tara 7ada normal to feel this way, akeed btkooneen 5ayfa, enty el7een don’t worry w trust me everything will be just fine, enty el7een rakzay 3al hair w make-up and leave everything else to me okay ?!?!

Laya: uufff ana shbasawyy bdoonch

Me: wahahaha madryy wallaa, enzain sm3ay, el7een enty get everything ready ok

Laya: 3abaalyyy youu'll doo thaaat!!

Me: whahahha layaaa calm down, I will, I meant just get your dress to the hotel room and pack your bags make sure you don’t forget anything

Laya: ohh okay, enty wain btkooneen??

Me: ana ba3ad bayeeb a'3ra'9y to the chalet, w ba3dain baroo7 bachayek el ballroom and make sure everything is fine

Laya: okay yalla 3ayal

Me: yalla byee

Me: byee

So I got my dress, packed my bags and headed off to the ritz, I haven’t been there in soooo long!! I got the chalet key and entered the chalet, it was AMAAZZZIINGG!  Marya and reem are still not here, akeed they'd be sleeping at home el7een, so I settled my stuff, wore something I'll be able to walk in a lot and went back to the 9ala…
I entered, and it was beauttiifffuuull!! Ya3ny it's just out of this world! Laya planned well!! She deserves all this!! I told them to open the lighting so I can see what it would look like, so they did, the theme was silver and purple, the purple and silver lights beamed against eachother, creating a colour I just can't describe, all the decoratrions were ready, except for the flowers, I had no idea where they are, I couldn’t see a single bouquet,
 so I called one of the organizers, he said they'll arrive at 3, which is ok I guess, cause the wedding starts at 9,
then I called the photographers and made sure that they were coming and re-assured them to be here at 5 so they can set everything up
then I called the snack caterings and again, re-assured them to be here at 5
then I went to the hotel event organizers and made sure that the waiters will be ready at 7
then I went to the hotel security department and told them to have the security ready by 7 too
then I called the dabka group ( it’s the traditional Palestinian dance:p its called dabka and there are people, well, guys who come and dance that dance for you, 7adaa faan and fuun :p) and made sure that they'd come at 10
then I went to the hotel's food department and told them to have the dinner ready by 11

When I was done with all these things, I checked the time and it was 2:00 :s shiiit I didn’t realize how fast the time passed byy !! and I realized that it was time for laya's rehersal! I ran up to her room and banged on the door, to my surprise s3ood opened the door

Me: oohh halla s3ood…wain layaa??

S3ood: ahlaain, laya ra7at etchaykk el 9aalaa, please layan gooleelha not to woryy, walla nthba7t w ana akalmha w agolha ena it'll be fine, jarbay wyahaa pleasee

Me: I did :s walla maynoona hal bnaya, bs I'll try again

S3ood: hhhhh okk, thanxx

Me: anytime

So I went back to the 9allaa, and found laya just staring at the place

Me: layaa?

Laya: layan  this is it

Me: ohoooo bdainaa?!? Shgltlchh anaa?!?! Layaa dontt worry tara maga3d y9eer shay, its only marriage, don’t forget how much you love s3ood

Laya: …

Me: enzain yallaa it's time for the rehersaal

Laya: fe rehersal ba3aad

Me: ee akeed, yalla roo7y yeebyy raylchh w ta3alyy, w ana bagool 7ag el organizer to get everything ready

Laya: ok, w lazem nalbs el fstan?

Me: laa laa shda3wa, akeed laa

She went, and I told the organizer to get the lights ready, when they came, they practiced the walk, and then the slow dance, the dance was perfect, but the walk wasn’t :s its either they went to fast, or too slow, or laya wasn’t smiling, or s3ood seemed bored, we spent another half an hour just trying to perfect that walk xD, they eventually did, and then we went to have lunch at about 4-ish
Marya and Reem where getting ready at the salon, s3ood left for a shave and whatever man stuff men have to do before a wedding
laya's mum joined us to help out, and then so did s3ood's mum, it's now almost 6:00 and I had to leave to get ready, as usual I went to Michelle's salon , I love him!! Bs unfortunately, he'll be too busy doing laya's make-up and hair xD he'll be taking his stuff to her and she'll get ready there, so I'll just have his other salon people make me xD

After a while, they finished, I kept my hair very normal, ya3ny taylor swift curls but with a rainfall braid around my head w kan 7adaa puffy, ya3ny puffy curls with a rainfall braid,my make-up was amaazinnggg!! It was light colours, matching my dress, kla light pinks and light peaches for the eyeshadow, and for lipstick I kept it the jersey light pink colour, and my cheeks were rosy pink ….pink pink pink all that ruined is the damn patch I had on my face xD then I went back to the ritz and realized I was running really late :s its 8, and I need to be one of the first people to make sure everything is going well!!
I went to laya to see how she's doing, and she's still in her hair, but I guess its fine, ya3ny she'll need to be there by at least 10:30 , so she's not late, yet! , I wore my dress and went back to the 9alaa to make sure everyhthing was in place

Flowers : check
photographers and projector: check
snacks: check
food: still cooking
dabka: check, theyre getting ready
Security: check
waiters: check
 okay everything is going perfect ! so it's time I go greet people !!

I entered the 9alaa…

TO BE CONTNUED

Chapter 48

I Wont Give Up

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...we rested for almost 10 mins and went back down.

The four days passed by amazing and fast, we went to all sorts of places that we're beautiful, even though adam treated me properly, it just felt different, I don’t know why, maybe he just has a lot in mind, bs madry chna mb ohwa ely kan wyay. We went back to ba7rain, and adam went home, and so did I, the minute I reached home, I went inside my house and tip-toed to the 9ala, my parents were facing me, 3adel had his back, the minute they saw me, they wanted to scream and get up, but I put my finger in my lips (to tell them shhhhhh) and tip-toed to 3adel, I put my face next to his ear, and he slowly turned his head, but before he could see me I screamed:

Me: BBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

3adel: AAAAAAAA

He jumped off the chair and I fell on the floor just laughing at him

My parents and me: WAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

3adel was still in shock, he was just staring at me while I was on the floor with my hands on my stomach laughing

3adel: YAAAAL 7MAAARAAA

He ran up to me and hugged me, I love him!!!

3adel: nice greeting sis

Me: hahahahahahaha I  know right

My mum was next in line to hug me

Mama: layaaan I missed you soo much!! The house is so different without you

Me: I missed you tooo!! Akeed it iss ya3nyy im layaaan

3adel:  laaa 3ad la tsad2yy 7alkkk!!

All : hhahahaha

Then my dad hugged me, and we sat down

Baba: when will you take off the patch??

Me: a week, ba3dain lazem aroo7 el mostashfa 3ashan ysheelo el stiches

3adel: how many stiches did you get

Me: 10 I think

Mama: yaa 7ayatyy!! What did they want from you

Me: walla maba3rf, nas m3awa8a

Baba: w keef mabt3rfy?!?!? He has to get caught!

Me: he is! Wadoo el shr6a w mo7amy adam will take care of it

3adel: ezaa hek okay, 3al a8al something will happen to him

Me: aa akeed shda3waa ya3nyy

Solaft wya ahly shwy ba3dain I called laya

Me: aloo

Laya: hallaa wallaa!! El7amdilla 3ala salamtch!! Wa7ashteenyy!!

Me: allaa ysalmch!! Enty akthar wallaaa

Laya: haa ?? ro7aitaw el jabal??

Me: ee ro7ainaa el jabal w chofaainaa wayed ashya , w 9o7ainaa 3ala jamal el jabal

Laya: yaaal 7maraa chub!! Matkalaam halon

Me: la la you don’t, shda3wa ya3ny, bs enty chofaity shlon 9o7ait onaa

Laya: chub chub!! Walla mat'9a7keen

Me: hahahahaha well I think I do

Laya: uff hdeena ms sa5aftch el7een!! Layaaan im getting married in two days!

Me:  SSSSHHHNNNOOOOOW?!?!?!?!

Laya: NSAAITYYY?!!?!?

Me: LAA BS MA3RFTTT ENA IN 2 DAAAAAYSSS?!?!?

Laya: uuufff adry laaayaaaan its soo soooon!!!

Me: wahahahahahahaah Omggg my bestfreind is getting married in 2 dayss!!

Laya: laayaaaan 5ayfaaa!!

Me: wahahaha laa don’t woryy theres nothing to be afraid of , a9lan el7een bkoon a7la el ayam, enjoy it while you can!!

Laya: im trying, enzain shbtlbseen??

Me: shit madry!! Omggg!! Shbalbsss!! Bs 3ayal 7ajztch bacher, we'll go shopping

Laya: 9iij wallaa!! Laa 7abybty I have a wedding to organize

Me: ohoooo!! 3ayal ba5aly reem w marya eyoon wyaay

Laya: ee exactly

Solaafna shwy and I told her about lbnan, ba3dain we hung up and we slept

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I woke up early in the morning unfortunately :s washed up and went to have breakfast , no-one was there, I bet my mum was at my aunt's house w the men are at work, I made some eggs and orange juice, then I called Marya

TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT      TOOT TOOT

Marya: aloo

Me: aloo

Marya: hallaa wallaaa!! Wa7ashteenyyy

Me: ahlaain!! Enty akthar walla!! Mn zman ma chftchh!!

Marya: ee laa 7asaity!!

Me: eee! Enzain sm3ay, whatever plans yu have today, get them cancelled, tawny mla7'9a ena 3rs layoo is in two days w ma3ndy fstaan! Lazem aroo7 city

Marya: '3aabyyaaa!! Enzain enzain, sa3a cham

Me: ummm 3??

Marya: 3:30

Me: okaaay perfect, w gooly 7ag reem tyee ba3ad

Marya: ee good idea, ta3aaaaal laayaaan!! Mb knty f lbnan??

Me: wahahah taw el nass, ee, radait ams

Marya: ooohhhh !! el 7amdilaa 3alaa salamtch!! Was it fun

Mee: alla ysalmch!! Eee wayeedd!!

Marya: good good

Solafna shwy and then we ended the call, I decided to go to my aunt's house too, it was only 3 minutes away, so I might as well go, badalt thyabee w lbst fstan w 3adalt sha3ry shwy and I went to my aunts house, I spent the day there, I tried calling adam bs he wouldn’t pick up, akeed ragd…I think :s …I had lunch there, then I went back home to change, lbast another dress bs shwy aksha5, lamait ssha3ry in a high ponytail, applied just a little make-up, and I was ready to go, I got in my car and drove off…on the way reem called me

Me: aloo

Reem: aloo

Me: hallaa

Reem: ahlaain, wainach?

Me: im on the way, enty wain?

Reem: 7ata ana, Im with Marya w we'll be there in a few minutes

Me: ok, were should we meet?

Reem: uummm Debenhams??

Me: ok, reem feech shay

Reem: la

Me: chathaabaaaa!! Bs 5ala9 el7een I'll found out

Reem: hhhhh yalla yalla byee

Me: byee

We hung up and after a few minutes, I reached city and I went to Debenhams, and waited for them, I didn’t wait long, after a few minutes they reached, I hugged them both and reem said:

Reem: soryy layaaan nsait agoolch el7amdilla 3al salamaa

Me: alla ysalmch, w 3ady tara bs shfeech?? Are you okay??

Reem: ee im fine, wain tabeen nroo7 awal

Me: reem la tchathbeen, w la t'3ayreen el maw'9oo3

Marya: reem shda3wa goleelhaa

Me: ee gooleely laa

Reem: uffff!! T'hawasht way 3mad, w not just any normal fight, a really big one!

Me: 3mad 3mad 3mad, ummm ooohhh ely knty ga3da tkalmeena a5r maraa!!

Reem: eee

Me: enzain fe amal your together el7een :D

She just blushed and looked down, typical reem xD

Me: wahahahaha cuuutteee

Marya: uufff 7adhhmmm

We walked a little bit then we started to look for a dress, first of all we went Karen Millen, but the dresses weren’t much of wedding dresses, I'd say party dresses, ba3dain r7na quarto, w fsateenhm chna mal el witches, 7laft yameen ena I'll never go in there again xD ba3dain r7na Miss Selfridge, I tried a few dresses and they weren't that nice, ba3dain r7na Coast w ma7a9alt shy, again -.- a5r shay r7na Lipsey London, I picked out a few dresses, but only one stole my heart! It was beautiful!!!

I know I has nothing special, but I like simple, I don’t go for extreme dresses :p, I went out of the changing room and …

TO BE CONTINUED …