Saturday, October 27, 2012

Chapter 46

Your Past Can Sometimes Hurt, Its Your Choice To Let
It Haunt You, Or Just Move On <3
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…then he came over me and his hand kept going all over my body and my hands were on his neck, then he put his hands inside my shirt, lifting it up slightly
Me: Adam please (low tone)
Adam: (lower tone) I promise ma basaweelch shay '3ala6 …just trust me
Me: I trust yu bas madry ya3ny---
Adam: do you love me?
Me: I do bs it doesn’t mean we do it
Adam: mn gal we'll do it??? (he smiled) we're just playing innocently
Me: 9ij wallaa
Adam: hehe eee … walla I won't go there 7ayaty, enty bs lw tskteen shwyy
Me: hehehehehe enzain enzain bask—
He didn’t let me finish and just continued kissing me…his hands we're still inside my shirt, he went from my belly button and up, then stopped we're he was supposed to :p and he moved his hands to my back …I was getting chills like anything, and the butterflies wouldn’t calm down in my stomach…I realized him doing something, something I didn’t particularly like, he started unclipping my bra, the first clip, then the second one, and before he took it off me I said:
Me: Adam laaa
Adam: please 7ayatyy…walla ma bayawed wala bachoof, bs f95y, I promise I wont
Before he gave me a chance to speak, he kissed me again -.-  and then he took off my bra and threw it on the floor his hands went from my back and to the front
Me: you promised
Adam: please
We were just staring at each other, just staring into his eyes made me forget what I was talking about, he kissed my fore head and then looked at me again, then I felt his hands in a place they weren’t supposed to bee and I remembered what I was saying before… I admit, it feels amazing x$ Adam grinned a little evil grin and looked down
Me: (before I said anything)
Adam: shhhh…a7ibchh Layan, walla a7ibchh
Me: etha t7bny stop it
Adam: ya3ny enty mb mrta7a aw mstansa el7een??
Me: mbala bs may9eer halon, ely ga3deen nsawyy wayeed '3ala6
He took his hands out of my shirt
Adam: bss 5ala9, madam 8ahrch le hal daraja ill stop
Me: thankyouu adam, w I love you too(I winked)
Adam: hhhh
He got off me and pulled me over his chest…and FINALLYYY we're doing this not in a hospital
Me: Adam ma gltly sh9ar fl ma6ar, el7een shsawaw fl 9by aw fy Dana, gltlhm ena ehya el sbab??
Adam: ee gltlhm, el 9by wadoo el shr6a w obooi w el m7amy byt9arfoon wya, w Dana gltlhm bs le7een ma 7a9eloha, w if they do, she's in deep shit
Me: fe amal bwadoonha to jail?!?!?!?
Adam: laa shda3waa 7ayaty, bs ya3ny, she'll be in trouble, lots of trouble
Me: enzain w el skran ely kan fl ma63am elyoum?? Shyabaa el ba7rain?? I mean how did she cheat on you with him if he's here??
Adam: ohwa kan yay bas 7ag el summer, at'thakar it was the summer of 2011 … w gltlha bayee 3ndha, kanat fe Gloria jeans, galatly ma tabeeny ayeey w shaket, fa I went w chft'ha ga3da mthl el ga7ba on his laps
Me: 9ij ga7baa, enzain w why did yu go back to her??
Adam: she tricked me, galat ena ohwa hadadha w 5afat w madry shnow, ya3ny mn hal 5arabee6, awal shy I didn’t believe her, ba3dain after a few weeks I did, w kanat akbar '3al6a sawait'ha f 7ayatyy
Me: don’t worry Adam, we all make mistakes, w nt3alam mnhm
Adam: a7ibchh
Me: amoot feek
After a few seconds we fell asleep
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I knew I was awake bs I just didn’t want to open my eyes, I didn’t have the energy, I could feel Adam exhaling his sweet breath on my neck … I wanted to see him sleeping so bad!! I opened my eyes slightly and saw him, he was hugging me and sleeping like an angel!! I just stared at him for a few seconds and then he opened his eyes
Me: 9baa7 el 5air
Adam: (yawning) 9ba7 el noor
His smile turned into a frown.. Shfee??
Adam: LAYAAAN AREE YOUU OKAYY
Me: (gasping) ee im fine shfeeek?!?!?! 5ara3tnyyy
Adam: layaaan your nose is bleeding… waaayeeeedd
Shit its starting again
I got up and ran to the bathroom, my face under my nose was filled with blood, I quickly washed up and dried my face, adam was behind me the whole time
Adam: layaan are you okay?? Sh9arr feech
Me: adam im fine wala shay 9ar, 3ady tara
Adam: laa layan mb 3ady, it wasn’t just a little , it was aloooot
Me: ee 3addy, shda3wa it happens
Adam: layan, please (he held my shoulders) look me in the eye (I did) and promise me there's nothing wrong with you, or there's nothing im supposed to know that you've been keeping from me
Me: (shitt) …I … promise theres nothing to be worried about
Adam: ya3ny thereesss somethiinggg!!!
Me: laa laa theres nothing
Adam: akeed??
Me: ee akeed
He hugged me
Adam: yalla roo7y tbarzy, we'll have breakfast and we'll go out, oh and don’t forget to call your parents
Me: ee I wont, bs wain bnroo7
Adam: elyoum bnroo7 hiking
Me: ya3ny elyoum bnroo7 el jabal and we'll scream? :D
Adam: hahaha ee elyoum
I wore three quarter pants and a normal puma half-sleeve t-shirt, Adam wore shorts and a random t-shirt
Adam: yalla ana ban6rch in the restraunt ta7at
Me: won't you call ahlk??
Adam: why would i??
Me: Adam even though you hate them, 3al a8al 6amnhm ya3ny t3arf 7altk ent, w akeed they'd be worried
Adam: layan if they worried w if they actually cared that I have cancer, they would have called …please 9ky el salfa
Me: ok soryy 7ayaty
Adam: its okay
Then he went out and I called my mum
TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT     TOOT TOOT
Omy: aloo??
Me: hiii maaamaaaa
Omy: 7aabyybtyy laayaaaan!! Shta2tlkk!!
Me: ww anaaa aktaar Wallaa!! Keefkmm??
Omy: e7na keefna?? ENTYY KEEFK!?!?
Me: everythings good (maby agoolha 3an shay)
Omy: layan la tkazby, 3adel told us (shit) are you okay, did you get hurt??
Me: laa msh kteer walla im fine, I have a few stiches on my cheek bs
Omy: haal kalbb ely ma b5aaf rabo !! what did he want?!?!?
Me: its not important now!! Keefkmmm?!?
Omy: e7na mnaa7 el 7amdolaa
Me: mama I'll ask you something bs please don’t get worried
Omy: shoooo?!!?
Me: my nose was bleeding elyoum, is it normal??
Omy: when was the last time
Me: I was 15 years old I think
Omy: the doctor says bleeding is a normal small sign (her voice got cracky) bs layan, if yu get dizzy or faint for no reason, please tell uss (she started crying)  pleasee 7ayattyy
Me: maamaa please la tbkyy!! I promise I'll tell you
I heard my dad in the background saying give me the fone
Obooy: layaan 7ayatyyy
Me: hiii babaaa
Obooy: layan please come back soon!!
Me: baba its only four day, im coming back after tomorrow okay
Obooy: we miss youuu
Me: I miss you more wallaa!! Ok yallaa baba I'll talk to you later okay
Obooy: ok 7ayatyy have fun
Me: thanks I will , w salem 3ala 3adel w tell him I love him
Obooy: I will!!
Me: yallaa byee
Obooy: byee
We hung up the phone and I headed downstairs
TO BE CONTINUED
Hey readeerrss <3 I know your confused about the bleeding and stuff right now, bs you'll understand everything later ;)

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