Chapter 47

Theres just one life to live and theres no time to waste <3

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We hung up the phone and I headed downstairs …I went inside the restraunt and found Adam waiting for me, we had breakfast and then took a taxi to one of the tourist Mountains… it was beautiful!! Just amazing!! This is just the entrance:

And I think you can imagine the rest, the sun was so hot, it was beaming on my skin making it shine, even though it was hot, it wasn’t humid, so it was abit bearable :p we went to the tourism reception and told them we wanted to go hiking , they gave us a hiking bag :( unfortunately, bs galaw its important for emergencies, ba6alta, they had a bottle of water, a packed sandwich I think, sunscreen, the knife thing which has a thousand other knifes I have no idea what they're used for or called, a rope, a map, a hat and sunglasses…we put them on our backs and started climbing

Adam: mstansaa 7ayatyy??

Me: ee wayeedd!! Shkraan wayed adam!!! I appre—

Adam: 7ayaty mabeech you thank me!! Fahmaa

Me: shnoow I don’t thank you may9eer!!!

Adam: laa y9eer! Mb kaifch

Me: 9ij wallaa

Adam: ee wallaa

We continued fighting and the mountain kept getting higher and higher and higher, and I kept getting tireder and tireder and tireder

Me: ad..aam laa7'9aa!! Maa …t..3aa..btt?? (I couldn’t catch my breath)

Adam: wahahahahaha laa ma t3abtt, bs 3ady we can relax for a moment

Me: than…kyouu

I threw the hiking bag on the floor and sat on it

Me: (catching my breath) uff shnoow thy?!?! Shlaa hal kthr yta3bb

Adam: hahahah stwa8a3ty ya3ny

Me: madr… adam … is that … AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I got up and ran as fast as I could without looking back, when I stopped, I looked down and realized how far away adam was, and he was rolling on the floor –litrelly rolling- and laughing

Me: AADAAAAAM TA3AAAL  FEEE SHAAAAYY MNAAAAK ITT CAAN BIGHHTT YOUUUU

He gave me absoloutly no attention and continued laughing! I swear I saw something moveee!! And it was right next to my leg and it was huge and beidge and absoloutly disgustinggg!!! So as you can guess, bugs and walking or flying creatures is another one of my weaknesses :$

Me: AAADAAM 3AAN EL SA5AAAFAA!! YEEEB SHAN6TYY W TA3AAAAL

Again, he gave me no attention at all, and continued laughing, I didn’t look that fuuunyy :s I think… I heard leaves, I looked behind me and the freaking leaves we're moving and uncontrollably :

Me: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA       AAAAADDDDAAAAAAAAMMMM   TAAAA33AAAAAAALLL WWAAALLLAAA  FFEEEE SSHAAAAAAAAY  AAAAAAAAA

I ran again to litrelly the top of the mountain! Sh'hal mkaaan and why the hell are there so many alien like creatures?? D''':  

I waited for adam to stop laughing and then he followed me up the mountain

Adam: hahahah chftyy hahahahaha shlo ahahah shlon aahah 9ara5tyy w rka wahahah rka'9ty !! ahahah awaaal maaraa achoofch hahah trk'9eeen

Me: sa5eed wallaa, adam ma chfta?!? It was huugee!!

Adam: wahahaha it was a lizard!! I've never laughed so hardd!! Walla 3abaly I would’ve suffocated and dieed hahahahhahaa

Me: uff mnkk sa5eef

I couldn’t hold my laugh anymore, so I burst out laughing with him…after we stopped I realized how hot it was, I was melting the sun felt sooo close to us and I was sweating like a pig :s , we looked down at the view

Me: omg mashaaalaa I have never seen anything like thiss

Adam: uff 7asaityy… its beautifull

Me: sb7aan allaa

Adam: ready

Me: ready

Adam: sm3ay, close your eyes, think about every single thing annoying in this world and in reality, think about everything you want to get rid off in your life, think about all the reasons that is stoping your life from being perfect , this is your chance to face it and release it from inside of you, just scream it all out

I closed my eyes, I thought about the hate I've developed towards dana, I remembered the weak nights I had to suffer and cry myself to sleep as a child and teenager, I remembered how much I missed Aseel and how much I want her to be next to me right now,I saw her get hit by a car while I was right next to her, I remembered 7abeeb and how much I feel sorry for him, I got the fear of Adam never being able to get better, I remembered my situation(which you'll  find out what it is later), I remembered that my dreams of having my dream life will never come true because adam won't be able to share it with me, I remembered that im loosing my best friend,I remembered that almost because of me, Noor and Zain passed away… and right now, my heart is just beating so fast, I could feel the blood inside of me flowing faster and my heart beat increasing I could feel the madnesss

Adam: ready?

Me: mhm…1

Adam: …2

Me: 3….

Adam and me: (With the highest voice I've ever had, even though adam was much louder than me ) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

We echoed almost the whole mountain, I stopped, but Adam continued for a few seconds, I guess he has more in mind, I bet he does!!  We looked at eachother, and it seriously felt AMAAZINGG!! Just screaming letting everything out, like I had physically more power than emotionally, like I could control my emotions and told them to just f*** off it felt amazing, and to all of you out there who Is suffering from something, trust me just scream, don’t right it on a piece of paper, it'll hardly help, it doesn’t have to be on a mountain with the love of your life, just scream no matter where you are <3 and remember, it wont last forever –back to my story :p – adam looked at me and I looked at him, he smiled to me, and then I smiled back and jumped on him and hugged him the tightest I've ever did!!

Me: Adam a7ibk, you’re the best thing that's ever happened to me

Adam: im the worst thing layan, im the worst

Me: (releasing the hug) how can you say that??!?!? Adam cham mara glt mabyy asma3 hal kalaaam!! Ent mat3arf shsawait feeny!! You brought me to life adam, do yu think that’s bad??

Adam: ee bs---

Me: mabyy asmaa3 walaaa klma, walaa nafs  ba3aad, bss hushhhh I love you okay

Adam: I love you more

We climbed back down the mountain which is were the water and the sandwich came in VERY handy :p we rested for almost 10 mins and went back down

TO BE CONTINUED