Chapter 37

Just close your eyes..You'll be alright...

 -Taylor Swift <3

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Adam:  dana?

Dana:  umbaai 7ayatyy!!(she ran to him and sat on his bed, w nafs wl wagt 5azatnyy 5aaz!!) choof 7altk ya mskeeeen!! Shla ma gltly (dala3 tone)

Adam: dana enty shga3da tsaween mny??w shnow 7ayaty ma 7ayaty?!?! 6l3y bara3 ma gltlch maby achoof 5lgtchh mara thanyaa??

GOO ADAAM!!

Dana: adam shfeek…shlon nsait ely 9ar baina?? Mst7eel nsaitt!!(waaaay magdar 3al dala3 3ad!!! >:O ) eee el7een fhmt, ga3d tkalmny b hal 6aree8a 3ashan thyy el wa95a (w 6ala3atny in a dirty look)

Me: na3aam?!?!? Shnow chayfa roo7ich enty?? Laykoon 3ab-

Adam: 7ayaty la ta3been roo7ich 3ala wa7da wa95a mthlha

Dana: adam?? Ana el wa95a,bs ok ent btchoof

Adam: la 9ij 5ara3teeny wala dana

Dana: 7athartk, (she looked at me and smiled a dirty smile, giggled and went out the room)

Me: feehaa shay thy el 7mara?? M3aw8a??

Adam: ahahahahah ayaa 3alaihm ely y3a9boon !!

Me: ee walla ay wa7da f mkany kan zalzalat el 3alam foghaa!!

Adam: ahahha, el mhm, yalla ta3aly 7abybty, ta3aly yamyy (he scooched up making space for me)

Me: adam le7een ta3ban ent, wala a5af a'9aygk

Adam: *walla a5af a'9aygk* (imitating me) 7abybty t3arfeen shnow 5afeefa enty!! Yalla ta3aly maby tna8sheeny!!

Me: (giggling) enzain

I went next to him and lied down on his chest and i now realize how much I miss him, it feels like the first time we do this

Me: adam wayed w7ashtny

Adam: (exhaling) ana akthar 7ayatyy, ana akthar

Madry laish bs I felt like crying so bad, I guess im just tired of everything, 7asa roo7y 3aysha f ham, ham 7abeeb, ham adam, ham everything, I just want a break, a break from it all.. a tear fell from my eye, and after that, it's like I opened a water tap or something, tears were falling uncontrollably out of my eyes

Adam: 7ayaty I know, ana ba3ad aby a9ee7, I want to just cry my eyes out, bs t'thakry, stay strong, may9eer halon, please 7ayaty ana ma7ib achoofch t9ee7een

Me: imm soryy(still crying) bs t3abt adam, wayed t3abt(I squeezed on him) t3arf, I want to climb the highest mountain and just scream,I want to scream it all out!! Tmalalt, im not as strong as I used to be when I was young…I want a break

Adam: shhhh.. 5ala9 7ayaty, I promise you the minute we leave this place, mnroo7 w mnsafr lebnan, we'll climb the highest mountain, and we'll do it together, we'll scream it all

Me: (sniffing and giggling) maynoon

Adam's side:

Ana shga3d asawy feeha, choof 7alat'ha… adam lazem thdaha, you know ena ent ma btt7asan w bt5aleeha tt3athab wyak, bs magdar a3eesh bedoonha! Laaa she's more important, lazem troo7 t3eesh 7ayat'ha, I can't do this to her!! Bawadeeha lbnan w ba5aleeha tkrahny w bahdha… omg what am I doing to myself …

Layan's side:

Me: adam elsa3a cham??

Adam: umm almost 1:00

Me: SHIIITTT (I got off his bed quickly) wayeed asfaa 7abyby nsait 3an laya, we're supposed to go dress shopping for her in the afternoon

Adam: enzain it's still not afternoon

Me: ee bs lazem ard el bait w atsaba7 w atbaraz, a7ibkkk wayedd w barja3lk the minute im done

Adam: la7'9a layan your still not ready to get out

Me: mbala el doctor gal 3ady

Adam: that was before you fainted

Me: adam im fine, trust me.. yalaa see you later, t7amal f roo7k wayeed

Adam: (sad tone)byee (waay magdaar)

I went to the door, put my hand on the door handle w shayart, im forgetting something, it doesn’t feel right, i looked behind me and looked at adam

Adam: Shfee—

I ran to him jumped on his bed and stuck my lips on to his and gave him the biggest kiss I could, I tried pulling myself away, bas his lipss!! Omg his lipsss!! I couldn’t it's like they got locked against eachother, bs bs 5ala9… I pulled myself away but keeping only a finger sized distance between our faces, I smiled and so did he, then ma7sait ela adam's hand behind my head pulling me back to his lips and he kissed me again, it was more of making out, not kssing, with his other hand he held my waist pulling me on his bed over his body, and then pushing me down so that our body's were totally stuck, we kept taking half a second breaks to catch our breath and then stuck our lips back against eachtoher, I wrapped my leg around his body and he lifted his knee up locking me on his lap, I couldn’t move my body anymore, he numbed me!!

Adam's side:Adam what are you doing?!?!? Let her goo!! Let her go noow!!! A55 magdaar!i want more, this isn’t enough I just.want.MORE!!! suddenly all the pain In my body got numbed, I couldn’t feel anything that was bothering me earlier, I felt as healthy as anything!!should I raise my hand? I want to, but she'll get the wrong idea, laa its wrong!! I wont do this too her, bas I feel like I need it!!!!

Layan's side:his hands were slowly raising, from my waist and up, bas whenever he lifted them, he stopped for a second, but then went up until he stopped right under my breasts, I know he wants too, bs I won't let him, im not a slut… bs don’t I trust him enough?? I mean we WILL get married right??omg his hands are raising again, raising and raising until he got there and he just stopped, I could feel him squeezing lightly, my body was filled with goosebumps and my stomach was filled with butterflies,my heart felt like it dropped from its place!! Should I let him continue or stop him?? Bs it feels soo gooood!! Laa baas its enough…I released my lips from his and whispered

Me: Adam

Adam: (he quickly took his hand back to my waist) asf 7abybty, magdrt ayawed roo7y

Me: hhh 3adyy, bs it was only this time ok??

Adam: hhhh enshalaa
i got of his body, kissed him on the cheek and ran out the room so that I wouldn’t take myself back to him, then ran back to my room which was 2 steps away, slammed the door behind w shayart… I realized that I was smiling and standing by the door like a freak and 3adel was staring at me trying to hold his laugh

Me: ( I ran to him and jumped over him) YAAAL 7MAAAR WERE YOUU WATCHING??!?

3adel: I.. WASN.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA !!!

Me: (I kept hitting him on his chest) YAALL 7MAAR YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO DO THAAT

Umbaaaai ma9adiiggg fsheeeelaaaa!!!!!i wasn’t actually mad mad, bas ya3ny mad

3adel: hahahaha ya3ny I didn’t look very long, bas ya3ny shofet your position on hi..on hi..hii WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

Me: baaasss 7maaaar!!! (I was actually surprised he wasn’t mad??)

3adel: hahaha bs bs 5ala9 baskot!!

Me: your not going to tell mama w baba 9a7?!?

3adel: laaa majnoona??they'll kill you, ya3ny if it wasn’t adam I would have killed you bas ya3ny I know him that well w I trust him that well

Me: mm… yalla I need to go home and change

3adel: layan I don’t think your ready to go home

Me: don’t you see the energy In me?? W a9lan el doctor aal eno 3ady

3adel: ok I'll go call him

Me: ok and I'll change

3adel went outside and I went to the bathroom to change, I got out the clothes my mum packed for me, it was my maxi-dress from new look. YESS I LOVE THIS DRESS!! Before I put it on, I realized.. I stinkkkkk… like blood and hospital!! El7amdillaaaa theres shampoo in this place, there wasn’t really a tub, just an area and a shower hose on top, I went and had a quick shower, I used the shampoo as body jell and then dried myself up and wore my dress… I applied light makeupon, ya3ny concealer under my eyes, lipstick and brown eyeliner, it suited me most.. w 6l3t

Me: (I saw 3adel sitting on the couch)did you ask him?

3adel: weeinkkk?!?! Why do you takeee hoouurrrsss in the bathroom I'll never find out

Me: aaaaahh shda3wa its only been 5 minutes

3adel: 5  minutes?? 5 minutess?? Do you know you took an hour and a half!!!

Me: aaaaah e7leeef

3adel: walllaaa!! W laya called you she said she'll be waiting for you in rosa clara at 4:30,so we have almost one hour to have lunch…mama ma sawat ay eshy, wein bedk??

Me: uuum… ummm.. CAPPACINO CAFEE!! Mn zmaan ma r7naa!!

3adel: ohh yeaa, ok yallaa, w its close to rosa clara , a7san

We left the hospital w ma3a6ait Dr.Salem a face, bs salamna 3ala 7abeeb w we made sure he's ok w 6la3na…we got to cappuccino café ,found a table and sat down

TO BE CONTINUED