Chapter 36

Remember, this is just a phase in life, it wont last forever <3
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Ebrahim: layan (SHIT)

Me: hmm

Ebrahim: look at me (laaaaa mabyy)

I had no choice but to look up, we came face to face and I just realized how close we were, bas OMG his eyes!!!! There green! a7laa shay 3ndy green eyes, this is the first time I realize this, and there so wide!! Omg shga3da agool ana? ADAM ADAM ADAM just keep him in mind!!

Ebrahim: everything will be ok….you're so beautiful

Me: (shagool???!) umm thankyouu

He started getting closer, and closer.. Omg shga3d ysawy thyy?!?!?

Me: Ebrahim...please...ba7ib wa7ad

He slowly went back and looked down

Ebrahim: im soryy … I forgo- I mean I – nseet 7alyy.. im soryy

Me: its ok

Omg mskeen ksr 5a6ry kind of…he got of the bed and sat on the couch… could this be any more awkward?? I didn’t know what to say bas I had to change the subject

Me: umm keef 9a7bk, Rashid I think (his best friend) tzawaj??

Ebrahim: aa tzawaj, its been 5 months now

Me: waaaw.. time flies

Ebrahim: mhm.. hows laya??

Me: she's good, shes getting married at the end of this month

Ebrahim: 3anjaaad?? Barkeeehaa

Me: yeaa.. alaa ybark feek.. don’t you think she's  too young?? (now I wasn’t talking about laya, I was talking about me, I mean did he seriously want to maryy me at this age??)

Ebrahim: laa 3ady, ya3ny a7la if you get married now

Me: (is he serious?!?) mhm

After a while, everyone came back in, I wonder what they were talking about?!? El mhm at almost 9:00 they left cause the visiting hours finished, Ebrahim wasn’t that bad actually, I mean as a friend ofcourse, I don’t want anything more!! At 10:00 my dad left and my mum stayed ofcourse, and then dr.salem came in…

Dr.salem: shlonch elyoum??

Me: im fine

Dr.salem: ee you look fine, and you'll be getting out tomorrow, im sorry to hear that you can't donate your kidney (akeed obooy gala), w la t7ateen badawer akthar

Me: thankyouu (madry laish bas krahta, ya3ny he's muslim shla ma galnaa ena 7aram? Hes a doctor he should know about this!! He raised all our hopes up for nothing!!)

And he left, my mum was already sleeping and I still wasn’t tired, so I decided to call laya

Laya: aluu

Me: hallaa halaaa

Laya: shatbeen

Me: malat 3aliach el7een ana t9alt lch w mta3ba roo7y 3ashanch w tkalmeeny halon

Laya: hahaha la bs ya3ny mn meta tgooleen halla halla, akeed tabeen shy mny

Me: afaa 3alaich kla agool halon

Laya: enzain enzain b5t9ar.. shtabeen

Me: hahah sa5eefa , ta3aaaal bagoulchhh!!!

Laya: gooly

Me: t'tthakreen wld 5aly.. Ebrahim??

Laya: ee ee ely chayf roo7a

Me: ee tara mskeen he's not that bad

Laya: SHNOOOW?? Layan sh9aar feech?? Mn enty, gollyly sh9ar bsr3aa

Me: hahaha enzain ….(I told her everything and all she said was eww eww and eww :p)

Me: enzain shnoow 7a9alty cake??

Laya: eee layaaan 7adaa faaan!! Shkthr jarabna flavours el youm walla 7asait roo7y I gained 3 kilos!!!

Me: hahahaha enzain shnow el flavor el7een??

Laya: red velvet!! A7la shay, can fe chocolate w vanillaaaa w lemon, t5ayly!! kan m2sa 3ad, w shnow ba3ad,ummm ee pistachio w wayeed ba3ad… a7la wa7d kan red velvet

Me: yesss my favourite!!! Enzain w shlon shakla??

Laya: it’s a surprise!!

Me: (gasping) shnooow!!! Layaaa yal 7maraa shnow surprise?!?! Gollely t3arfeen I get curious!!!

Laya: wahahahhaa laa mb gaylaa!! Enzain sm3y mta b6l3een?? Aby aroo7 achoofly fstan mafy wagt!! W mb ray7a bdoonch

Me: ba6la3 bacher.. afternoonish bnroo7.. bs mn wain

Laya: Rosa Clara akeed!! 3ndhm a7la fsateen!!

Me: eee 9a7

We just continued planning her wedding!! Wnaaasaa walaa I cant wait!!! Neither can she… el mhm its almost 11:00 w imm soo bored!! D3y ragd, w Adam akeeeeed ragd el7een w omy ragda … shaswyy?? 7ABEEEB!!
I slowly got off the bed trying not to wake my mum up… tip toed to the door, opened it slowly and got out the room… I made sure there was no nurses around and started tiptoeing again to 7abeeb's room, then I heard doctors rushing and like someone was vomiting

…: bsr3aa bsr3aaaa ba6law el baaab!!

…: (vomit)

..: SHFEEECHHH WEIN EL MFTAAA7

.. (I know this voice) doctor im fine.. la twatrha(the voice was soo cracky and familiar)

ADAAAM

I ran to the voices and saw adam vomiting blood and blood and more blood!! Omggg shhiit Shfee, shayart in my place.. I couldn’t move I was in shock

Adam: layan?? (cracky voice) (then he just dropped on the floor and started coughing and bleeding from his nose

Doctor: enty shga3da tsaween mny, go to your room nooow

I started crying .. magdrt achoof adam halon, 7alta 7alaaa!! Whats happeing to him??!?!? !! shfeee!!

I ran to him

Me: Adam are you okay???(crying) shfeeek??!

The nurse was looking for a key

Doctor: AREE YOUU SERIOUS!!! GIVE ME THE DAMNNN KEYYYSSS

He snatched the keys from her, got one out and opened the door

Me: yalaa adam goom 7abyby goom

He was just staring at me with eyes pleading for help, a tear fell from his eye and when he opened his mouth to talk, he coughed out blood again! All my clothes were filled with hhis blood now and so was his

Me: ADAAM 7ABYBY SHFEEK, BS 5ALAA9 STAAY STROONG!!(crying)

Doctor: loo sma7taay please goo back to your room

He picked up adam and took him inside

Me: (crying) pleasee 5aloony adish wyaaa !! pleaseeee( I tried to keep the door open and fit my body thorugh, I saw adam on a wheelchair , they were taking him inside another room, he turned his head back to me and with his eyes, I knew he was calling me, the most thing I was scared of was'is this the last time I see him?' bsmilla 3alaiii ya rab.. bs madry laish, I felt like the last memory I would have of the love of my life is him trying to reach out for me and im not doing anything about it!! he reached out his hand and when I was about to run to him, I saw a huge body infront of me taking me back

Me: laaa pleaseee 5aloony adishh wya!!! Pleaseeee!!!! May9eer tsawoon halon!!!

…: lo sma7tay haday w 6l3y baraa3

Me: laaaa (it was security, he held mee and pulled me away and got me out of the room and slammed the door close.. I sat on the floor crying!! I neeed to be with him noow!!! Then I saw my mum running to me, my vision became blurry,I couldn’t see properly, I looked down and all I saw was a blurr of red, that was the only colour, red! Then I pictured adam again,and I started screaming for some reason, I don’t know why I did that, but I did, and then everything went blank

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I woke up in the same room… but this time I now whats going on around me.. I turned my head and found 3adel sitting next to me

Me: 3adel?

3adel: 7abybty your awake!!

Me: how long was I out?

3adel: almost 13 hours

Me: (I started crying again) wwein adam?!!? Is hee ok?!?!?

3adel: (he smiled ) look to your right

I turned my head and found a glass window which was covered with a curtain yesterday, but open today, next to the window was the most beautiful and innocent face staring at me and smiling, sitting on a wheelchair with his hand on the window

Me: (while crying I smiled ) ADAAAM!!( I reached my hand out as if somehow the glass would break and I would be able to hold his hand)

Me: 3adel pleaseee take me too himm.. pleaasee

3adel: layan your too weak

Me: laa im fine!! Pleasee (I started crying again)

3adel: (exhaling deeply) try standing up

I lifted my body slowly off the bed and again, everything started twisting… but I remembered what adam told me and just stayed for a while in that position

3adel: are you okay?

Me: aa im fine, wait

And then everything went back to normal…I looked at adam and found him smiling and I smiled back to him, we knew what we were thinking, stay strong… I got off the bed and I was perfectly fine… I told 3adel to check if there was anyone outside, there wasn’t and I quickly went to adam's room, 3adel stayed in my room

I entered and quickly closed the door, turned around, and found him there… I ran to him, leaned down and hugged him, then I sat on the floor

Me: adam shfeeek?!!? Laish 5awaftny halon??!? Shlonk el7eeen??

Adam: (cracky voice) la t5afeen 7ayaty, ana mny… im fine

Me: sh99ar ams?

Adam: he looked down and said: madry, mr'9t shwy

Me: shwy??

Adam: … soryy a'9n la3wazthch..

Oh yeaa … I looked at the hospital gown and found it clean?? Akeed they changed it for me

Me: shdaa5aal soryy?!?! Don’t worry .. a7ibkk

Adam: ana magdar a3eesh bdoonch

Me: (I smiled and blushed) ma taby troo7 3al sreer??

Adam: ee ok, tgdreen tsa3deeny??

Me: akeed

I got off the floor and helped him to his bed,, he slowly got off the wheelchair and then lied down on his bed

Adam: layan yallaa ta3—

Someone '3ajary enough slammed the door open and came running inside..i know this bitchy face.. who is shee??

..:ADAM 7AYATYY

SHNOOOOW?!?!?!?

Adam: dana?

TO BE CONITNUED