Miracles do exist <3
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We went to my room to wake them up, we had breakfast w got ready for the hospital, reem w laya decided to come with us, w d3y couldn’t cause he over slept
Lbst my blue light blue jeans and topped it with a peach shirt, kan 7ada simple, I tied my hair in a ponytail, applied very light make-up, then I waited for the girls to get dressed
Me: yalaaa I don’t want to be late!!
Laya: miss him already (she winked a devilish wink)
Me:shda5al I just don’t want to be late ( I obviously lied.. I wanted to cherish every moment next to him for all I know any second now and he's gone, I can't lie to myself any longer, I know that he won't be ok, I know the dark days are approaching us, but I guess this is life, Im going to have to learn how to turn dark clouds into bright sun, and the negativity into positveness, I had to be strong, at least infront of adam, I can't leave him alone!!
Reem: yalla were done let's go
Me: FINALLYY! Yalaa, im driving
We got into the car and I drove as fast as I could
Marya: wy3aaa layan hadaaay manaby nmooottt
Me: shda3waaaa, it's not that fast
Laya: not that fast wayhchhh, im too young too diee!!
Hadait shwyy, omg im getting impatient now, the hospital is too far away!!
After a few minutes we finally reached there and as we were walking towards the joined rooms, I could hear reem and laya next to me, kanaw yaad3oon stuff like bsmilla w el7amdilla
Me: umbaai shda3wa tara mb f mgbera e7na
Marya: hahaha shdarany feehm, awal mara ydshoon mstashfa
We giggled and then we entered the room, actually I didn’t, they did, I went to see the nurse to ask her about 7abeeb's situation and if he will be able to make it till my blood tests come out , ely 8ahrny ena it's only one thing he needs, and he'll be fine, ya3ny if his immune system accepts the donation, so one thing and most probably he will be able to continue his life !! I saw the nurse at the reception and I walked towards her
Me: umm excuse me, can I ask about 7abee- (ga6a3atny)
Nurse: sorry ma'am where you the one who had a blood test yesterday??
Me: umm yeaa
Nurse: there was a change in plans and I think your results are out
Me: REALYYY?!?! CAN I DONTATEEE??
Nurse: one second I'll get the results(she looked through some papers coldly, I wanted to slap her I wanted to know if they were matching results or not I got soo excited!!) here you go, take this to 7abeeb's doctor and he'll tell you if you match or not
Me: where can I find 7abeebs doctor?
Nurse: go to section B, walk to the end of that section and you'll find a door on your right, that’s 7abeeb's doctor
Me: ok thankyouu so much!!
I went to tell the girls, so I entered the room and first of all r7t to 7abeeb 3ashan agoola the news, I almost jumped on his bed
Me: 7abeeebb hallaa, guess whaat, I might have the same blood as you, which means you might get well if I donate you what you need!!
7abeeb: - all he could do was smile, he's getting worst by the minute, he looked so cold and head was literally FULL of blue like bruises, his lips were exactly the same colour as his skin PALE, and they were sooo cracked, and between each crack there was a stain of blood, yaksr el 5a6r!! Enshalaa we get matching results I need to help him!!!
Me: are you okay
7abeeb: mhm (he couldn’t even move his lips)
Me: enzain ,ana baroo7 bagool 7ag my friends w bachayek if theyre matching will come back to you
7abeeb: he nodded his head and tried his best to smilee
Me: banat ana baroo7 bachayk the results w I'll come back, if you need anything call me
Marya: 6l3aww?!?!?
Me: ee, there was a change in plans w they checked it
Reem: (her face and eyes were so red from the crying, so was laya's) ay results?? shtgooloon entaw??(in a shaky voice)
Marya: roo7ay layan ana bagoolhm
Me: enzain yalla see you
W 6la3t bsr3aa… I was so excited!! But in the same time nervous, I was scared ma n6ab8, I won't be able to just watch him die slowly!!, I was walking so fast, almost running, on my way I saw adam's room, I paused for a second, shit !! should I go in now or later, it’s what I've been waiting for since yesterday?? Laa laaa 7abeeb has a more serious situation right now, I continued walking, chft a sign sayin section B to the right, I turned right, I couldn’t wait any longer my heart was racing I started running down that section, people where staring at me, but I didn’t care, I ran faster and finally, there's a door on my right 'Dr.Salem Al Flani'
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCKK
…: COME IN
Dashait
Me: el salam 3alaikm
Dr.Salem: w 3alaikm el salam, agdar asa3dch bshy?
Me: umm el9ara7a ee
Dr.Salem: tfa'9ly g3dy ( he pointed at the chair on his desk and I sat down)
Me: umm doctor ent 3ndk patient esma 7abeeb ( wayha t'3ayar, chna he was put down)
Dr.Salem: (exhaling deeply) eee, shfee?
Me: enzain sma3t ena he just needs this one donation w bekoon fe amal yt7asan w y6eeb, fa ana sawait a test, a'9n you need it to be tissue compatibility or something w the same bloodtype, w here are the results (I handed him the envelope and he took it), can you tell me if they're matching results, w if they are then I don’t mind donating anything he needs
Dr.Salem: (opening the envelope) bas t3arfeen ena bkoon fe 5a6ar 3ala 7ayatch?? Are you willing to take the risk
Me: adry, w yes I am willing to take the risk, im not going to watch him die
Dr.Salem: (he smiled and started reading the envelope) enzain it says here that you’re a tyypee.. O+ .. let me check 7abeeb's type (he typed some things on his computer, I kept staring at his eyes, I watched him look from the top of the screen to the bottom, I was searching for answers, I hoped from his eyes I would be able to tell yes or no, his eyes were scanning the computer until he paused) akoo 7abeeb
I couldn’t tell what he thought he had such a straight face, madry shfee shayaar
Me: doctor?? Do we match??
Dr.Salem: (he looked at me with the same straight face.. SHFOMAAA THYYY ?!?!? my heart was racingggg.. and then I saw a small tiny smile forming on his face!! THEY MATCCHHHH?!?)
Me: DOCTORRR PLEASEE LA TGA3EDNYY 3ALA A39ABYY PLEASEE TELL ME ARFE THEYY MATCHING OR NOTTT?!?!?
Dr.Salem: sb7aaan allaa w el7amdilla ya rab( he was looking at up while he said that) theyre matching!! Layan they matched
Me: OMGGG 9IIIJ(I WAS SCREAMING! I COULDN’T BELIEVE IT) OMGGGG EL7AMDILAAAA EL7AMDILAAAAA OMGG THANKYOUUU DOCTOOR THANKYOUU SOO MUCCHH
Dr.Salem: hahaha enzain haday your at a hospital, ok listen to me carefully, do you have any allergies or any type of disease
Me: umm no I don’t think soo
Dr.Salem: ok we'll test you anyways , are you in anyway related to 7abeeb??
Me: laa im not, is that ok
Dr.Salem: ee ee don’t worry, and do your parents know about this??
Me: (ohh shiit, ma gltlhm, enshalaa yar'9oon!!) umm ,laa , bas im 19 ya3ny even if they don’t accept, im old enough to make my decisions
Dr.Salem: (exhaling deeply) ok but you still have to ask them, and you have to sign a few papers
He explained to me what exactly it was that 7abeeb needed, ma fhmt half of it, bs all I understood was that he needed bone marrow from my bones(ouch :s ).. w he told me that these things im donating have something to do with the formation of antibodies in my body, this will be affected and so I will be feeling weak and I might get sick more often for a month or two, bas I didn’t mind, that happening to me wala ymoot 7abeeb!!
Dr.Salem: el 9ara7a matwa8a3t you get matching blood types, all his family checked, none of them matched, his family gave up on him , he has no-one, they don’t even visit him anymore, sb7ana alaa w el 7amdilla ench mnny!! Enzain i'll give you an appointment for some test we need from you and so your parents can sign this agreement
Me: enshallaa, bs can it be anytime today? I don’t wana waste time
Dr.Salem: enzain la7'9a let me check my schedule ( he started scanning his computer again and . said …
Dr.Salem: today is perfect! Be here at 4:30 today
Me: wayeed zain, enzain we sign papers w mnsawy el tests, and then when will we start??
Dr.Salem: the tests will take almost a week to be out, w etha mafeech shay we'll be able to start the next day, there's no time to waste, wa'93a wayed 5a6er el7een
Me: ee mskeen, alla ysa3da w y9abraa nshalla
Dr.Salem: ameen
Me: enzain thankyou so much doctor w I'll see you at 4:30, ma3 el salama
Dr.Salem: (he smiled and nodded)
Enzain so now that 7abeeb yamkn yt7asan?? Shouldn’t his family now about this?? 8arart a6al3 ra8mhm w agoolhm,so I went to the nurse
Me: umm excuse me… please can I have 7abeeb's mother's number?? I mean I want to tell her that I'll be donating for him, she has the right to know that right??
Nurse: yes but ma'am habeeb mum say she no want to know about habeeb, she ask us not to call her
Me: yeaa butt he'ss getting better!!! She hasss too know that!!
Nurse: yeaa true, but ma'am me still no have the authority to give you her number
Uff tnarfazt!!! Shda5aaal ya3nyy they have to know ena 7abeeb is coming back to them!!! Ohh yamknnn 7abeeb y3arrf!! I ran back to him, ma 7a9alt el banat akeed ra7aw mkan thany
Me: 7abeeb can I have your mother's number please(8arart agoola 3an el blood test ba3dain)
7abeeb: (weakest voice ever) why
Me: I need to ask her something
7abeeb: 3..3..5..2..*..*..*..*
Sajalta , w I went outside to call her
TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT .. ??? TOOT TOOT
…:Aloo (wee 9ot'ha y5ar333!!)
Me: aloo el salam 3alaikm
..: mn m3ay ( b59ooooo9!! 7adha rudee)
Me: umm ana layan, el 9ara7a ana mta9la feech 3ashan akalmch 3an 7abeeb
…: sm3eeny, ana ma3arfch, w ma3arf shlon t3arfeen 7abeeb, bs 7abeeb mat
Me: low sma7tay hay ebnch, la tnseen hay el shay, w la tchathbeen 3alay w 3ala roo7ich, low t5aleeny akaml bs… ana msawya blood test w ana w 7abeeb 3ndna nafs el dam w nafs ell tissues ba3ad, ya3ny im donating for him w enshalaa byt7asan, bas shaklach mb mftakra w mn el7een 8ararty 3ala kaifch ena maat
…: low sma7tay 7asny esloobchhh!! La tnseen ena ana akbr mnch enzain!! W mashkoora wayed 3ala el donations bas mafy fayda, w 8arart ena 7abeeb mat la2na ohwa bemoot fahmaa(she started crying) ANAA EBNYY RAA7!! MA3NDY WA7ED ESMA 7ABBEEEB!MA3NDYY OHWAA MAAT!!
Me: hadaaay 5alaa, enty shraych tyeen, bas choofy ena ebnich 7abeeb ma mat, ohwa le7een mny w ma bymoot!! El doctor gal ena fe amal ma ymoot
….: laa maby achoofa wala aby a3arf 3ana shay!! W etha t7asan ba3dain yeboo 3ndy, la2na a3arf ena ohwa ma byt7asan
And she hung up the phone! Sta'3frallaa 3ala hal awadem, shes a freakin mother, ebnha ma taby tchoofa, hal mara shla 3ayshaaa a9laan?!?!? El 9ara7a ma9adig ely sma3taa,el mhm 5alna mnha el7een
TO BE CONTINUED
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