Chapter 32

And raise your voice, every single time, they try and shut your mouth!!

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I woke up expecting to see Adam's soothing, serene face next to me, but unfortunately he wasn’t there, my position was soooo uncomfortable, I was in my back and I always sleep on my stomach with my hand under my chin supporting it, now I couldn’t do that cause fee the 9eelan thingy on my wrist w a5af I flip over, I looked on the couch at the end of my room and found Laya sleeping there… on the floor was a portable bed kind of thing and Marya and Reem were squishing there-selves on it…something else that caught my eye was a small note on the table next to me bed, I took it and read it..

I hope you have a good sleep w salamtch 7ayatyy, remember I can't live without you and stay strong <3 I love you! Adam

I LOVVEE HIIIMMM!!! I love how out of nowhere he talks romance with me for example el7een, 'I can't live without you' ya3ny he always reminds me of how much he loves mee!!    I feel valued, I feel loved, I feel important, el9ara7a it's all a person needs to enjoy life, the feeling of being loved by no matter who, fe rayee ohwa asaas el 7ayaa!! Anyways I looked at the time and it was 4:34 am , omggg its soo early and I can't go back to sleep!!
should I try going to 7abeeb??? Bas ma3arf etha agdar amshy wla laa!! I looked around me and found a wheelchair next to the bathroom!! YEESSS!!
I slowly lifted myself up and the minute my head left the pillow everything around me started turning, its soo blurry omg I feel like my head is going to fall of, ayyyy ba6nyyy!! Omg la magdaar I immediately put my head back on the pillow! Omg that’s why they wouldn’t let me… I feel sooo dizzy now!! Omg im soo boreddd shasawyy?!?!? Ohh d3y!! I took my phone and called him

TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT     TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT

Me: omg pick uppp

TOOT TO-

D3y: aloo (in the sleepiest voice I've ever heard)

Me: hallaa d3yyyy sha5bark (acting like I didn’t do anything wrong xD)

D3y: layan enty maynoona a7d yt9l el sa3a arbaa3 el fayer?!? (still in a sleepy cranky voice, it was actually sexy xD)

Me: actually its 4:30 ta8reeban, bas walla tmalalt el banat ragdeen w mafy shay asawyy, ra9yy ey3awerni w mb gadra argd

D3y: enzain rab3ch ragdeen w ana ma knt raged mathalan?? Uff 3alaa '3aba2ech!! Enzain shla ra9ich y3awrch are you okay??(sleepy voice)

Me: ee im fine, 7awalt agoom shwy w magdrt w 9ar ra9y y3awerny, mafy shay

D3y: ya 7a'9y shla tgoomeeen?!?! E7na shgelnalch

Me: 7araam aroo7 el 7amam??

D3y: skty skty, a3arf wein knty btroo7een

Me: hahaha you know mee so well

D3y: enzain layan bagoolch shy

Me: gool

D3y: ROO7AY THELFY W RGDY W 5ALYY EL AWADEM YRGDOON !!

Me: hahahahah enzain enzain a39abkk bss!! Yallaa goodnighttt

D3y: goodnight (cranky voice w banad el telephone)

I drifted away to my land of dreams and saw what I want my future to be like …

A nutrition, helping girls and guys love their body and lose weight, I live in a small cottage like cute house with a small lake in the backyard and green everywhere, I have my 2 kids, Yousif and Sereen, ypusif is almost 5 and Sereen is 3… I came back home and found Adam and Yousif playing football in the garden, Sereen was drawing them on a small table we set up for them, when everyone saw me, they all ran up to me

Yousif and Sereen: MAAMAA

Adam: hallaa 7ayaatyy

Yousif and Sereen were hugging me and Adam came from the back and kissed me,then as usual something had to ruin it

..:Layaaan (shaking me)

I opened my eyes

Me: 7ABEEEEBBBBYYYY

I tired getting of the bed to hug him but I couldn't, he was on a wheelchair, I wonder who brought him here

7abeeb: laa don’t, it's my turn to hug you (he leaned down and hugged me)

Me: shlonk 7abeeb are you okay el7een, fe shay ey3awrk??

7abeeb: laa layan im fine! Thankyouu sooo mucchhh thankyouu thank you thankyouu, layan you saved my life!!

Me: don’t woryy 7abeeb, id do anything for you

7abeeb: are you okay, why cant you get up??

Marya: LAYAAN SKTYYYY (they were still sleeping xd)

7abeeb: oops

Me: laa don’t woryyy ,im fine don’t worry, im just tired

7abeeb: (he looked down) im so soryy

Me: 7abeeb why are you soryy?? I chose this, not you, no-one forced me okay, don’t worry im fine

Tamait wya shwy ba3dian he had to go back to his room befor the nurses wake-up

At about 8:00 reem (as usual) woke up

Me: 9abaa7 el 5airr

Reem: (yawning) 9abaa7 el noor.. mn meta enty ga3da

Me: booo mn zmaan, ta8reeban 4

Reem: aaaa laish

Me: magdrt argd

Reem: (she got off the mini bed and came and sat on my bed) are you okay??

Me: ee im fine

Reem: akeed??

Me: eee shda3waa reem

Reem: mhm, ta3aalll!! How did you like our surprise ams (she lifted one eyebrow)

Me: eeee 9aa77 hahahahaha it was amaaaizngg thank you!! Bs entaw wein re7taw??

Reem: Laya ra7t 3nd S3ood shwy w ana w marya tamaina ndoor

Me: wahahaha masakeeen, a7ad ydoor f mstashfa

Reem: skty 3ad.. zain mna yebnaa haa

Me: hahaha

After a while marya w laya woke up, laya left early because she had to go taste the cake wya s3ood for her wedding w my family came at about 10 and marya and laya left too

3adel was lying down next to me, my mum was sitting on the bed w my dad was sitting on the couch … I seriously LOVEE THEEM

Obooi : 7abybty layan, mta btgoolenlnaa 3an thy Adam

Me: (I know how mad he is, but he's trying to hide it cause of my condition) bdkm halaa2?

3adel: aa ofcourse bdnaa, yalla start

Me: okay please don’t be mad, because… you'll find out why in the end… I first met him in funland, it was the beginning of summer

3adel: yaa3nyy ra8mk??(he was almost screaming)

Me: laaa laa I wouldn’t doo that. 3adel plasee esma3 till the end ba3dain e7kyy… el mhm, I kept seeing him in the ritz-carlton w we slowly got to know eachother, ba3dain mara wa7de 5tafa, w when I started to come visit the cancer patients, I found him as one of them(madry laish bas I felt like crying, I got that feeling in my throught, I think t3arfoona…) (omy gasped w put her hand on her mouth) … when I found out he has cancer I stayed with him to help him, zay 7abeeb ahloo tarakoo w gave up on him… el mhm the more time we spent with eachother .. (ga9art 9ooty shhwy, fsheeelaaa) the more we started loving eachother, w I talked to him about the future w 7a6 eb baloo zawaj … just to prove to you that we aren't playing

Obooi: w do you think that makes itt okaaay?? (again almost screaming)

Me: baba e7na kbaar, im not doing anything wrong, ya3ny im getting to know the guy I love w im going to spent the rest of my life with

Obooi: (now almost screaming) w mn mataaa we doo it this waay, bt3rfyy eno he's supposed to come see us first!!!

Me: (I raised my voice shwy, 3a9abt) babaa that’s when we get married, ma ra7 atzawajoo when I don’t know himm!! W enta bt3rf how much I hate this topic, im not getting married to someone I don’t know!!

Omy: baas!!! (she looked at my father) moo wa2t hal 7aky.. we'll discuss this later

I looked at 3adel and I was surprised to see a tear in his eye ?? shfee

Me: 3adel??

3adel: Adam Al Flani??

Me: bt3rfoo??

3adel: he has cancer??

His tears started rolling down his face, which made my tears escape through my eyes too

Me: mhm

3adel: why didn’t he tell me??

Me: how do you know him?? Tara he didn’t tell anyone, I found out bl 7a'9

3adel: he was my best friend since year 4 until senior year, ba3dain tfara2na

I wiped away his tears, and then my mum sa7bat yad obooy w they went outside…

3adel: were is he?? Is he here now (he got off my bed and got ready to go see him)

Me: laa, he just got out…no-one knows when he'll come back here.. do you want to see him??

3adel: I haveee too see himm

Me: I'll call him then w I'll tell him to come here

3adel: okay

I heard screaming outside, akeed my parents are fighing over this !! uff shda3waaa!!!!

I called Adam

Me: aloo.. halla adam

Adam: hall 7ayaty, shfeech?? T9ee7een(my voice was still a little shaky)

Me: la mafeeny shay, adam y9eer tyee( at the last sentence I started crying again for some reason, madry laish el 9ara7a, I just did)

Adam: el7eeen bayee 3mryy bs la t9ee7een

Me: enshala

And we hung up

3adel: is he coming???

TO BE CONTINUED…